Well I, I am. Or...I was. But I, I-I think I've been misusing it, for a while. I didn't know it, at the time, I didn't know how bad it was, but...in my world, if magic is, um, is mishandled, o-or mistreated, it can start to affect the mind.

There...i-it's only been a few moments, but...I think it's starting to affect mine.