[ .. What is this..? Something she hasn't felt in quite some time, something that makes it feel difficult to breathe, that makes her choke on words she tries to force out, and all the girl can really do is shake her head uselessly, as if that in itself would already be enough to convey the sentiment. Even if some logical part of her does realise someone has to die, that it could have been her either way, but she selfishly refuses to listen to it, the idea that someone she cares about could just die. Even if it was temporarily in this place, even so.. ]
.. No.. [ It's been so long since she's lost someone. So long since she started withdrawing herself from people more back home after losing so many again and again, even if they weren't all as extreme as death.
She just can't lose any more. ]
Y-you can't, I-.. [ she chokes on words again, and for the first time in a long while tears similarly well up in her eyes before falling. ] Tara, you ca-- [ a hic cuts off her words mid-sentence. ]
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.. No.. [ It's been so long since she's lost someone. So long since she started withdrawing herself from people more back home after losing so many again and again, even if they weren't all as extreme as death.
She just can't lose any more. ]
Y-you can't, I-.. [ she chokes on words again, and for the first time in a long while tears similarly well up in her eyes before falling. ] Tara, you ca-- [ a hic cuts off her words mid-sentence. ]