[He just blinks at Yu hitting himself, mouth falling open slightly. That... was unexpected. Very much so]
Not that watching you hit yourself wasn't awesome and all, but... for the record? I wasn't going to punch you.
[It's truth, and it's a fact that surprises even him. Just a few days ago he would have jumped at the chance to deck his partner in the face for... well, for Adachi mainly, but he knows in his heart that the emotions from everything else would have only added to the force of the blow. But now?]
I was mad yeah, but it's not important anymore. I'm not even sure what is.
[And here it comes, once more, all out into the open]
I just... I feel like I'm losing my grip on everything. Or I lost it. Hell, maybe I never even had it. Does it even matter? I mean, look at me! I'm happy. I'm in this tower, and I'm happy. That alone's enough to make me want to cry.
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Not that watching you hit yourself wasn't awesome and all, but... for the record? I wasn't going to punch you.
[It's truth, and it's a fact that surprises even him. Just a few days ago he would have jumped at the chance to deck his partner in the face for... well, for Adachi mainly, but he knows in his heart that the emotions from everything else would have only added to the force of the blow. But now?]
I was mad yeah, but it's not important anymore. I'm not even sure what is.
[And here it comes, once more, all out into the open]
I just... I feel like I'm losing my grip on everything. Or I lost it. Hell, maybe I never even had it. Does it even matter? I mean, look at me! I'm happy. I'm in this tower, and I'm happy. That alone's enough to make me want to cry.