Don't you fucking dare talk self-deprecation at me, Zahhak. Don't you fucking dare. Because I get to watch you beat yourself up over every little grubfucking thing, and act like being treated with respect and affection is somehow a big fucking mistake because despite the fact you bow your goddamn head and go with the flow, you obviously deserve to be shat on by everyone and their fucking lusus. Don't you fucking dare go down that road with me, or so help me--