[Even a couple of years ago he'd have gotten punched for that, because what is reacting calmly to things that shake her beliefs. As it is her hand tightens around the glass she is holding.] But even if you did be doing something to be affecting them they would no be showing it. And they would be thinking of you as a toy regardless.

[She shrugs, it's how she get along, telling herself she is more than just a toy. Just like she told herself she was more than just a tool of Elena's and Lotte's. Perhaps it was deception, but it was how she survived.]