[Gamzee felt like he was watching himself in the pod again. Except, instead of looking up through the eyes of his lifeless, bare body on the table, he was watching everything as if it were an act. A show, starring their soulless corpses.]
[He didn't have anything to lose, being stripped down to something he never new he could be. Thinking Jason had taken everything from him previously was a mistake. Gamzee didn't know just how much this man could rip from someone, until now.]
[He didn't want to imagine something worse than the hell they'd just been through, so he was trying not to think of what would or could come next.]
[He couldn't stop staring at himself, though. He wasn't a time player. He didn't get to see himself dead like his body was some sort of prop. Feferi had basically summed up his only coherent thought.]
Put me the fuck back.
[He knew that meant he would have to be staring up at the ceiling again, under the shine of the knife and the glare of the surgical lights. Knew he'd have to look this human in the face again as he took him apart and put him back together. He was going to be stronger this time. He had to be. He had nothing to lose, but he had everything to gain.]
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[He didn't have anything to lose, being stripped down to something he never new he could be. Thinking Jason had taken everything from him previously was a mistake. Gamzee didn't know just how much this man could rip from someone, until now.]
[He didn't want to imagine something worse than the hell they'd just been through, so he was trying not to think of what would or could come next.]
[He couldn't stop staring at himself, though. He wasn't a time player. He didn't get to see himself dead like his body was some sort of prop. Feferi had basically summed up his only coherent thought.]
Put me the fuck back.
[He knew that meant he would have to be staring up at the ceiling again, under the shine of the knife and the glare of the surgical lights. Knew he'd have to look this human in the face again as he took him apart and put him back together. He was going to be stronger this time. He had to be. He had nothing to lose, but he had everything to gain.]