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Bro Strider ([personal profile] plushaeusrumpified) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2013-02-26 01:22 am
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With the beast inside

Characters: Bro and Dave Strider
Setting: Wherever Dave is!!
Format: Prose
Summary: Bro is suffering the effects of the insanity... Stuff happens.
Warnings: Insane!Bro, that is all that needs saying. Also death.

It was too late for him to go back, by the time he had finally started to succumb to the effects of whatever was getting to him. Sure he had felt it at first, but he was too strong-willed to be scared off by it. Too prideful. He wasn't going to let the tower push him around, and a voice in his head just wasn't going to get to him. After all, it wasn't the worst that the tower had put him through. But then it started getting worse. When he started seeing things out of the corner of his eye, he couldn't bring himself to leave. Then the voices started. Dave's voice, people's he knew from earth. About how he'd failed them. Dave got to him the most, because he was used to failing him day after day here, not being able to save him from the horrors of the tower. Eventually he couldn't really take it anymore and he'd curled up somewhere, trying not to listen to them, no will to actually get up and move. But they weren't ignorable, and they slowly got to him.

It wasn't until the hallucinations started that he finally pushed himself up and began walking, body stiff at first. He wasn't sure where he was going, but the visions kept him moving. Eventually he decided to look for Dave, his mind telling him he needed to find him. Maybe to prove the voices wrong, to not fail him for once in his life. He could do that, couldn't he? Something was pushing him to try, even if under normal circumstances he didn't believe he could. It was nearing his fifth hour when he set out to look for him, and his determination only grew from there.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
Dave was currently on the floating island floor. The mist made everything seem so much more grim. He liked coming here to think, even though it wouldn't be too long before he headed back down. Didn't want to chance being out here too long after seeing what had happened to John and Dave. He was really weary though. Dealing with both of them took a lot out of him and he ached all over and his body really wanted rest. Especially after dealing with the events from the elevator and Valentines. He was basically done with February.

He thinks he's been here long enough and slowly makes his way back to the staircase. Gotta make sure everyone is okay. You think that people would know better after the first few people start wigging out. Nope.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
Dave didn't back up, but he did tense up. There was something very off about the other, and he was just going to me a pretty educated guess as to why. He isn't attacking him like Dave or John though. Maybe he's just being paranoid. Maybe Bro isn't that far gone and he's only having some minor effects. Gives him time to lead Bro back so he can detox or something.

He furrowed his eyebrows slightly. The longer time ticked, the more this got weird and the more this made him uncomfortable. He slowly approached Bro.

"What? No. Dude, we went over this before. Why we gotta do this now?" Ugh. This is not the right place to be having this conversation, Bro. Why you gotta. Come on. "You know what. You can tell me all about it. How about we head for the stairs and go back to the dorm levels or something. You know. Just not out here. Doesn't that sound chill? I think it does."

Bro...? "Hey... Bro? You okay?"
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
Dave jolted and went stock still when Bro raises his voice suddenly. Oh no. He doesn't understand. What's going on? Why was Bro acting like this? He almost prefer Bro just suddenly lash out at him like everyone else. Because at least that was possible to deal with. This? This is some grade A mindfuck and he didn't want to deal with his emotions anymore than he already has too. He was tired. He didn't need more on his plate.

And he just feels a wave of panic settle on him. What was Bro saying? Why? "I-that's my fault! Me dying. That just means I couldn't stop myself from dying. Why does this always have to be about you not stopping it? You already prepared my for SBURB and everyhing, Bro." He doesn't like this. He needs to get Bro back to the staircase to start detoxing now. This was getting out of hand.

Oh god he just wants to vomit. His stomach definitely just fell. Or maybe he got dropped into ice water? He isn't sure. "What? No. You can't just give up. We got this far. You can't."
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 11:22 am (UTC)(link)
Dave couldn't understand why Bro would want to give up. It wouldn't change anything in this place. He'd still be stuck here and deal with whatever the Tower decides to throw at them. What, was Bro just going to lie on the ground and take it? That wasn't like Bro. That isn't a thing they do. And maybe Dave just thinks it's unfair for Bro to give up like this. Not when so much has already passed and how they still got over it. Why now of all times?

He was dead sure that this was just the affects of the mist and it wasn't Bro talking. It's whatever this stuff did to people and slowly drove them mad. He reached out towards Bro. "Okay. Fine. Give up. But you're gonna go give up somewhere else and no on this stupid island." If he could just get Bro back and start reversing the affects...
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 11:34 am (UTC)(link)
Dave winced and he grit his teeth, trying to keep his expression as neutral as possible. Bro had to know this hurt. That he was crushing his wrist, painfully so. There's no way Bro can't know because Bro knew when to back off usually. Sometimes shit happened, but in this current situation, he would know when to let off.

Dave feels really stupid for getting so close. He knew there was something wrong with the other. Why did he let it get to this point?

When Bro speaks again, Dave doesn't waste anytime. He swings his sword at Bro. It wasn't to hurt the other. It was just so Bro would let go and he can back the fuck up. Gain some resemblance to proper footing. Consider an alternative to fleeing. Usually he wouldn't run when he had to help the other. Usually. But he also wasn't in a proper condition to fight Bro of all people. The guy who taught him everything he knows. Not in his current health and definitely not even when he's in perfect condition. He needed to abscond. At least to another floor where his powers were accessible. He had nothing but his skills right now. No immortality. No time powers. He was just a kid with a sword. "You don't decide for me whether I should die or not."
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 11:50 am (UTC)(link)
He sure as fuck did. You think he's gonna let you kill him without a say? Dude, he is not going to lie down and take this. As much as he does have a high death rate (actually, he's gotten the passed few months without dying), Dave never actually really wanted to die. He didn't want to go out without a fight. With at least trying, because he wasn't going to just let things happen without being stubborn. Dave was a fighter and had the heart of one. Even after a year of being here, he never really stopped trying.

"The Tower is gonna be here no matter what you do." Did Bro forget that they just come back after dying? It's a useless endeavor!

He sidestepped the kick. He needed to get around Bro before the other pushed him too far back.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Dave thinks it's kind of funny how he thought he could somehow deal with this rationally. What a fucking laugh. What was he thinking.

He immediately staggered back when Bro swings his sword at him. Well. This was definitely happening. There's no way this wasn't happening. They were gonna strife, and Dave was sure he was gonna lose. It wasn't even that he didn't have confidence in his abilities. But This was Bro. And he was already tired. Still. He raised his sword up, ready for Bro's attacks.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Dave merely moved his sword out of the way. He couldn't let Bro disarm him. If he gets disarmed, then the odds would be stacked even higher against him. At least armed, he maybe had a miniscule of a chance.

Oh who is he kidding, but denial can be healthy at times if it meant keeping you from just taking it like a bitch. After Bro swung, Dave dashed forward, swinging at the other.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
He can believe in false hope if he wants too. It helps him get through some days when things are particularly bad, okay. Don't judge.

Dave grimaces as the kick that Bro aims connects. But he doesn't falter at all. It was going to take more than just a few well aimed kicks to get him, Bro. Especially when he knows how badly things will go if he loses his sword. With his right hand, he balls it into a fist and aims a punch at Bro's side, his left hand still gripping his sword tightly.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-26 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Dave has to pull back. Bad things happen when you let yourself get pinned down in any way. He doesn't want Bro to get ahold of him again, knowing it can end this very quickly with no chance.

He isn't fast enough, being too close to fully dodge Bro's sword. At the very least, he doesn't lose his hand or arm. On the other hand, Bro does get a pretty good slice in. It stings pretty bad and he has to be extra careful now. If he's not too careful, the handle of his sword will become too slick from his blood and it'll make it easier to disarm him. He doesn't make any verbal response towards the pain. Instead, he holds his sword out again, gripping it with both hands.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-27 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
Wow, Bro needs to stop talking. Whenever he says something it makes him feel a little sick. Like it really hits him how much Bro really wanted him dead right now.

Dave parries Bro's sword, the sound of metal and metal sliding against each other. It gives him an opening to aim his own kick at Bro's stomach. Come on, he just wants to get Bro down so he can run.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-02-28 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't really have a choice. if he didn't take the chance, his chances of surviving were even lower than if he at least attempted. If he was already going to die, at least die knowing that he didn't miss a chance to survive.

As soon as Bro stumbled back, Dave bolted. He was running as quick as he could back towards the staircase. It was a shitty idea. He could glance back and see where Bro was. He really could. But he honestly rather not. The last thing he wanted to do was turn and see that Bro was right on his heels or something. He just wanted to get to the staircase. If his powers kick in, he could survive. Dying and coming back would suck a hell of a lot, but shit if he weren't gonna try.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-03-19 03:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Dave lets out a bit of yelp as he's knocked forward and to the ground.

He was immediately trying to scramble away and get the other off him, feeling fear actually flare up in his chest in a painful way. He was scared. He was scared of what Bro can do while he was in this state. It was fucking terrifying and there was no way to snap the other out of it.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-03-28 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
It really didn't help that Dave was tired. Fighting with John and Dave before really tires you out. You didn't think you could really get your ass whooped by yourself until it actually happens. His grip on his sword was getting weaker and weaker, trying to get free, but unable to do so. Being knocked down hurt. Bro's grip on his wrists hurt too.

"Get off, Bro!"
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-03-28 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Dave bites back the pained cry from the pain shooting through his wrists. But he finally relents, letting go of the sword. He just can't keep his grip when he wanted to somehow relieve the pain, his hands shaking slightly.

Shit. He's fucking scared. "I don't really like doing giving up," he replies weakly.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-03-28 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"This ain't gonna make me happy."

He's pretty sure nothing he says will snap Bro out of this at this point. The fact that Bro will purposely harm him without real reason? That wasn't how Bro. Maybe Bro beat the shit out of him and it hurt and it fucking sucked. But it was always to make Dave grow. Bro never harmed him for the sake of harming him. He tries to not let Bro roll him over. He was scared to see Bro's face.

To have the reality sink in that Bro wanted him dead. After he's tried so damn hard to stay alive.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-03-28 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
That's because you're off your fucking rocker. You may be his idol, but he isn't stupid and he knows that he doesn't want to be dead. And it's not like this place will let him stay dead for long. He doesn't want Bro to kill him just because he's fucking insane right now. He knows this is just gonna fuck things up royally.

"Bro. Bro, fuck. Please don't." He doesn't even know what he doesn't want Bro to do passed don't kill me. Please, please, please. Snap out of it. This isn't funny anymore. This is a joke. It's got to be a joke. It has to be a joke.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-03-28 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
God. He really wishes he had brought a different sword on him. The broken Deringer was not a sword you wanted to be stabbed with, Dave has decided. Nope, definitely not. It was infinitely more painful than probably being stabbed with a pointed blade.

He let's out a pained cry, feeling the blade slowly break skin and having it pressed further in into Bro can't push it in anymore. Why couldn't Bro just kill him swiftly? He let's out a ragged breath. Why the fuck is he still alive? Why is he in so much pain? Why is Bro making him go through this?

"This hurts, Bro." His voice is so quiet. He's in so much pain. He tries to writhe. Move. Try and make the pain stop, but it won't.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-03-28 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
If you wanted him dead, why didn't you just make it quick? Like, is there a fucking reason to make him lie here with a sword through him? Is that really going to make this all that lifechanging? The answer is no. This is just really prolonging him eventually dying and coming back and adding all the trauma that comes with it. This is not going to make Dave any happier. It'll just make him miserable.

And, you're right. This just makes Bro seem even more crazy than he already was. But it also hurt. To be laughed at by Bro. Because Bro was doing all of this. Even if he was doing it under some twisted pretense that it was for the best. It hurt a lot. He let's out a choked sob. God, he was pathetic. Here he was lying on the ground with a sword through his chest crying. He wish Bro would just put him out of his misery now.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-04-04 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Dave let's out a small hiccup along with a painful gasp of air. Fuck you for making him suffer, but he's not going to just die. Even if it meant fighting for an extra few seconds. Because he's not going to give up even if he's stuck lying on the ground bleeding to death.

He doesn't say anything response. Maybe another hiccup or a sob, but no actual words are said. He doesn't know what to say anyways. Nothing he says would change anything and Bro would still be crazy.

And the entire time, he can just hear all these stupid fucking voices and he hates this stupid fucking mist.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-04-11 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
He let's out a strangled cry. The sudden pressure and pain flaring up hurt a lot. The twist has him writhing slightly. Fuck. It hurts so much, but he doesn't want to die. When you get down to it, he really doesn't want to die.

Would he die if it meant saving someone he cared about? Fuck, he'd die hundreds of deaths to save them. But this was different. And this was terrifying.

And he doesn't even know what hurts more. The physical pain of bleeding to death or the fact that it was Bro doing it.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-04-21 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
No, this just hurts a fuckton. He shuts his eyes tightly before opening them again. His vision was starting to get blurry and breathing was getting harder. This was such a painful way to go, holy shit. It wasn't that great the first time a year ago, it's not that great now.

He just shakes his head as best as he can. He doesn't want to die.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-05-06 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
He wants to reach out towards Bro. To stop him. He doesn't want to get stabbed again. But holy shit, who would think getting stabbed by a broadsword would hurt so much? Color him surprised.

Instead he just let's out a hiccup and maybe a small sob. On the other side, if Bro just ends this sooner. He doesn't think he'd mind. He's going to die anyways.
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[personal profile] knightime 2013-05-15 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
Everything goes black. There's still a slight rise and fall to Dave's chest, but it's so meager and weak. At the very least. Dave won't be conscious for the remaining moment of his life. He doesn't have to lie in pain until death sweeps over him while he bleeds out.