Bro Strider (
plushaeusrumpified) wrote in
towerofanimus2013-02-26 01:22 am
Entry tags:
With the beast inside
Characters: Bro and Dave Strider
Setting: Wherever Dave is!!
Format: Prose
Summary: Bro is suffering the effects of the insanity... Stuff happens.
Warnings: Insane!Bro, that is all that needs saying. Also death.
It was too late for him to go back, by the time he had finally started to succumb to the effects of whatever was getting to him. Sure he had felt it at first, but he was too strong-willed to be scared off by it. Too prideful. He wasn't going to let the tower push him around, and a voice in his head just wasn't going to get to him. After all, it wasn't the worst that the tower had put him through. But then it started getting worse. When he started seeing things out of the corner of his eye, he couldn't bring himself to leave. Then the voices started. Dave's voice, people's he knew from earth. About how he'd failed them. Dave got to him the most, because he was used to failing him day after day here, not being able to save him from the horrors of the tower. Eventually he couldn't really take it anymore and he'd curled up somewhere, trying not to listen to them, no will to actually get up and move. But they weren't ignorable, and they slowly got to him.
It wasn't until the hallucinations started that he finally pushed himself up and began walking, body stiff at first. He wasn't sure where he was going, but the visions kept him moving. Eventually he decided to look for Dave, his mind telling him he needed to find him. Maybe to prove the voices wrong, to not fail him for once in his life. He could do that, couldn't he? Something was pushing him to try, even if under normal circumstances he didn't believe he could. It was nearing his fifth hour when he set out to look for him, and his determination only grew from there.
Setting: Wherever Dave is!!
Format: Prose
Summary: Bro is suffering the effects of the insanity... Stuff happens.
Warnings: Insane!Bro, that is all that needs saying. Also death.
It was too late for him to go back, by the time he had finally started to succumb to the effects of whatever was getting to him. Sure he had felt it at first, but he was too strong-willed to be scared off by it. Too prideful. He wasn't going to let the tower push him around, and a voice in his head just wasn't going to get to him. After all, it wasn't the worst that the tower had put him through. But then it started getting worse. When he started seeing things out of the corner of his eye, he couldn't bring himself to leave. Then the voices started. Dave's voice, people's he knew from earth. About how he'd failed them. Dave got to him the most, because he was used to failing him day after day here, not being able to save him from the horrors of the tower. Eventually he couldn't really take it anymore and he'd curled up somewhere, trying not to listen to them, no will to actually get up and move. But they weren't ignorable, and they slowly got to him.
It wasn't until the hallucinations started that he finally pushed himself up and began walking, body stiff at first. He wasn't sure where he was going, but the visions kept him moving. Eventually he decided to look for Dave, his mind telling him he needed to find him. Maybe to prove the voices wrong, to not fail him for once in his life. He could do that, couldn't he? Something was pushing him to try, even if under normal circumstances he didn't believe he could. It was nearing his fifth hour when he set out to look for him, and his determination only grew from there.

no subject
He thinks he's been here long enough and slowly makes his way back to the staircase. Gotta make sure everyone is okay. You think that people would know better after the first few people start wigging out. Nope.
no subject
Bro's katana was in his hand, perhaps an ominous sign, and he stopped a few feet away from Dave. He didn't say anything as he stared at him, hand shaking lightly as it held the katana. There was Dave, alive in front of him. Alive. For now. Who knew how long that was going to be? It wasn't like things were predictable here. The castle could decide it had enough of Dave Strider and want to off him.
He just stood there, staring. Not saying anything, almost as if he wasn't sure what to say. Or do. The voices he'd heard earlier came back to him as he did so, the ones telling him how much he'd failed. What a shitty guardian he was, and that he was responsible for this. No matter how much he tried to ignore them, he couldn't.
"It's all my fault."
Could Dave even hear him from there? It came out as a whisper, a shaky one. His grip tightened around his katana, knuckles white against it.
no subject
He furrowed his eyebrows slightly. The longer time ticked, the more this got weird and the more this made him uncomfortable. He slowly approached Bro.
"What? No. Dude, we went over this before. Why we gotta do this now?" Ugh. This is not the right place to be having this conversation, Bro. Why you gotta. Come on. "You know what. You can tell me all about it. How about we head for the stairs and go back to the dorm levels or something. You know. Just not out here. Doesn't that sound chill? I think it does."
Bro...? "Hey... Bro? You okay?"
no subject
And just as soon as that line of thinking solidified, it morphed into something different. Defeat.
"What's the point?" he said, voicing his thoughts. "What's the fucking POINT?" the last line came out louder, very nearly a yell. "What's the point of any goddamn thing here, when all you're gonna do is end up dead and I can't do anything about it, Dave?" He still wasn't moving, but his hand twitched, the katana swaying slightly. "Why even bother doing anything, when you're just gonna keep dying...and dying... and dying?" His voice was still relatively calm, though with a definite edge to it as he hissed out the last word. "I didn't need to be told that I'm a failure, they were just beating a dead fucking horse."
He stopped, letting out a laugh. It was bitter, and shaky, but somehow it managed to sound amused nonetheless.
"I think... I'm done tryin' though. Because the thing about failures is, you do it so many times that you just... lose that spark. The one that fuckin' keeps you going." He took one step closer. "I think my spark's just about out, kid."
no subject
And he just feels a wave of panic settle on him. What was Bro saying? Why? "I-that's my fault! Me dying. That just means I couldn't stop myself from dying. Why does this always have to be about you not stopping it? You already prepared my for SBURB and everyhing, Bro." He doesn't like this. He needs to get Bro back to the staircase to start detoxing now. This was getting out of hand.
Oh god he just wants to vomit. His stomach definitely just fell. Or maybe he got dropped into ice water? He isn't sure. "What? No. You can't just give up. We got this far. You can't."
no subject
And then Dave had the nerve to tell him he couldn't give up. Which both angered and amused him. He couldn't give up, huh? Clearly Dave didn't know how hard he had it, trying to protect him. But it didn't matter, because he was going to give up. He couldn't protect Dave, so what was the point in trying? There was no point. Dave would end up dying no matter what.
"Yes I fuckin' can." He voice was low and firm, and he sounded both angry and tired. "I can and I am. And you know what? I should just do it right here, right now and get it fucking over with, because you're going to die regardless."
no subject
He was dead sure that this was just the affects of the mist and it wasn't Bro talking. It's whatever this stuff did to people and slowly drove them mad. He reached out towards Bro. "Okay. Fine. Give up. But you're gonna go give up somewhere else and no on this stupid island." If he could just get Bro back and start reversing the affects...
no subject
It all made sense in his mind, everything he was saying, everything he was about to say. He was tired of fighting, and he was tired of fighting a pointless fight. So why fight anymore, when he could just get it over with himself? Save them both the trouble. Wouldn't it be better that way, instead of whatever the tower might throw at him?
"When I said I should get it over with, I meant killing you."
no subject
Dave feels really stupid for getting so close. He knew there was something wrong with the other. Why did he let it get to this point?
When Bro speaks again, Dave doesn't waste anytime. He swings his sword at Bro. It wasn't to hurt the other. It was just so Bro would let go and he can back the fuck up. Gain some resemblance to proper footing. Consider an alternative to fleeing. Usually he wouldn't run when he had to help the other. Usually. But he also wasn't in a proper condition to fight Bro of all people. The guy who taught him everything he knows. Not in his current health and definitely not even when he's in perfect condition. He needed to abscond. At least to another floor where his powers were accessible. He had nothing but his skills right now. No immortality. No time powers. He was just a kid with a sword. "You don't decide for me whether I should die or not."
no subject
no subject
"The Tower is gonna be here no matter what you do." Did Bro forget that they just come back after dying? It's a useless endeavor!
He sidestepped the kick. He needed to get around Bro before the other pushed him too far back.
no subject
no subject
He immediately staggered back when Bro swings his sword at him. Well. This was definitely happening. There's no way this wasn't happening. They were gonna strife, and Dave was sure he was gonna lose. It wasn't even that he didn't have confidence in his abilities. But This was Bro. And he was already tired. Still. He raised his sword up, ready for Bro's attacks.
no subject
He swung his sword hard at Dave's sword, the to try and knock it out of his hand. Because if Dave didn't have his sword anymore, then he could make this quick.
no subject
Oh who is he kidding, but denial can be healthy at times if it meant keeping you from just taking it like a bitch. After Bro swung, Dave dashed forward, swinging at the other.
no subject
When Dave came at him, Bro is quick to parry it, shifting his sword to block it. As their swords meet with a clang, he presses against him hard, trying to push Dave's sword back. After a second, he lifts his leg and aims another kick at the younger Strider's stomach, trying to disorient him so he'll have an easier time disarming him.
no subject
Dave grimaces as the kick that Bro aims connects. But he doesn't falter at all. It was going to take more than just a few well aimed kicks to get him, Bro. Especially when he knows how badly things will go if he loses his sword. With his right hand, he balls it into a fist and aims a punch at Bro's side, his left hand still gripping his sword tightly.
no subject
He's annoyed when the kick connects but Dave doesn't really show signs of pain. But not really surprised, considering he taught him and Dave knows better than to let something like that get to him. When Dave aims the punch at him, Bro lets it connect and doesn't react much. It doesn't even hurt. But he let it connect for a reason, because then he's swiping his hand out to try and grip Dave's wrist. If he managed to get it, he's going to tug Dave towards him and swing his sword up at Dave's other hand, not even really aiming for the sword itself. Nah, he's going to cut that bitch off if it comes down to it.
no subject
He isn't fast enough, being too close to fully dodge Bro's sword. At the very least, he doesn't lose his hand or arm. On the other hand, Bro does get a pretty good slice in. It stings pretty bad and he has to be extra careful now. If he's not too careful, the handle of his sword will become too slick from his blood and it'll make it easier to disarm him. He doesn't make any verbal response towards the pain. Instead, he holds his sword out again, gripping it with both hands.
no subject
no subject
Dave parries Bro's sword, the sound of metal and metal sliding against each other. It gives him an opening to aim his own kick at Bro's stomach. Come on, he just wants to get Bro down so he can run.
no subject
The kick connects, because he's too filled with insanity to notice it coming at him. In a way, he's both more deadly and not quite as precise as he usually is. It sends up stumbling back, giving Dave a chance to try and run for it.
If he has the nerve to actually turn his back on Bro right now.
no subject
As soon as Bro stumbled back, Dave bolted. He was running as quick as he could back towards the staircase. It was a shitty idea. He could glance back and see where Bro was. He really could. But he honestly rather not. The last thing he wanted to do was turn and see that Bro was right on his heels or something. He just wanted to get to the staircase. If his powers kick in, he could survive. Dying and coming back would suck a hell of a lot, but shit if he weren't gonna try.
no subject
no subject
He was immediately trying to scramble away and get the other off him, feeling fear actually flare up in his chest in a painful way. He was scared. He was scared of what Bro can do while he was in this state. It was fucking terrifying and there was no way to snap the other out of it.
no subject
"Just fuckin' give up!"
no subject
"Get off, Bro!"
no subject
It's firm, his voice determined and it's obvious he's dead set on doing this. He squeezes Dave's wrist harder, nails digging in until he can feel the skin breaking underneath them as he fights to get Dave to let go of the sword. He lifts Dave's wrist up and then slams it back onto the ground, trying to get him to drop it.
"There's no point in fighting anymore, Dave, just fucking give up!"
no subject
Shit. He's fucking scared. "I don't really like doing giving up," he replies weakly.
no subject
His fingers are slick with blood by the time Dave lets go, but he doesn't care. Those words have him stopping for a brief moment, not reaching for the sword right away. "I know," is all he says for a moment. "But sometimes you gotta fucking give up for your own happiness."
Bro's given up trying to protect him. Dave should just give up on living. But it's obviously up to him to make it so.
He grabs Dave's sword and then moves to turn Dave over onto his back.
no subject
He's pretty sure nothing he says will snap Bro out of this at this point. The fact that Bro will purposely harm him without real reason? That wasn't how Bro. Maybe Bro beat the shit out of him and it hurt and it fucking sucked. But it was always to make Dave grow. Bro never harmed him for the sake of harming him. He tries to not let Bro roll him over. He was scared to see Bro's face.
To have the reality sink in that Bro wanted him dead. After he's tried so damn hard to stay alive.
no subject
Dave might struggle, but eventually he gets the other onto his back. "S'almost over, kid."
no subject
"Bro. Bro, fuck. Please don't." He doesn't even know what he doesn't want Bro to do passed don't kill me. Please, please, please. Snap out of it. This isn't funny anymore. This is a joke. It's got to be a joke. It has to be a joke.
no subject
"Soon...You'll be okay soon... I promise."
no subject
He let's out a pained cry, feeling the blade slowly break skin and having it pressed further in into Bro can't push it in anymore. Why couldn't Bro just kill him swiftly? He let's out a ragged breath. Why the fuck is he still alive? Why is he in so much pain? Why is Bro making him go through this?
"This hurts, Bro." His voice is so quiet. He's in so much pain. He tries to writhe. Move. Try and make the pain stop, but it won't.
no subject
"I know..."
But it would be over soon. So fucking soon, all of worries would be over. It's such a relief that he can't help but laugh. Once, then twice. And then he's losing it, doubling over as he just keeps laughing. Dave may not realize it, but it's a relieved kind of laugh. The kind that you laugh when your worries are finally lifting and you know things will get better. But to Dave, it probably just sounds fucking psycho.
no subject
And, you're right. This just makes Bro seem even more crazy than he already was. But it also hurt. To be laughed at by Bro. Because Bro was doing all of this. Even if he was doing it under some twisted pretense that it was for the best. It hurt a lot. He let's out a choked sob. God, he was pathetic. Here he was lying on the ground with a sword through his chest crying. He wish Bro would just put him out of his misery now.
no subject
"Love ya, kid."
So fucking much it hurts. This is for you. This is for you and everything will be better off when it's over.
no subject
He doesn't say anything response. Maybe another hiccup or a sob, but no actual words are said. He doesn't know what to say anyways. Nothing he says would change anything and Bro would still be crazy.
And the entire time, he can just hear all these stupid fucking voices and he hates this stupid fucking mist.
no subject
"This is taking too fucking long!" he says, his voice breathy from the laughing.
He moves, reaching out and taking the hand of the sword. He pushes it further in, before giving it a violent twist. "Just fucking die already..."
no subject
Would he die if it meant saving someone he cared about? Fuck, he'd die hundreds of deaths to save them. But this was different. And this was terrifying.
And he doesn't even know what hurts more. The physical pain of bleeding to death or the fact that it was Bro doing it.
no subject
"Just die..."
It's quiet, almost pleading. "Come on, just fucking die. please. You're so close. Just let go already. You're almost there."
no subject
He just shakes his head as best as he can. He doesn't want to die.
no subject
"Do I need to fucking stab you again?" as he speaks, he's looking around for his sword. He spots it a few feet away and shifts, moving onto his hands and knees. He starts crawling forward, though his movements are so shaky that it's taking him longer to get to it. "It's the only way."
no subject
Instead he just let's out a hiccup and maybe a small sob. On the other side, if Bro just ends this sooner. He doesn't think he'd mind. He's going to die anyways.
no subject
no subject
no subject