[There are things going on around him. Movement. Yelling. Screaming. But every time Diarmuid tries to focus on anything enough to figure out what it is, that thing is caught up in the swirling of emotions in his mind and lost. The yelling and screaming disappear into the screaming of his own pain, shame, and agony. The movement disappears into the bubbling, twisting vortex of blood and darkness that fills his mind.
The end will come soon, right? Just as it had back then? The swirling pain and agony will soon fade into the nothingness of death.]
No.
[As much as it may feel like it, he is not dying. Not this time. Does that mean there will be no escape? That this will never end?]
No!
[And suddenly something finally breaks through all the pain and agony swirling through him.
The need to run.
He has to escape. He has to find a way to get away from all of this before he drowns. Before he suffocates.
Someone is holding him. That much manages to make its way into his mind. He has to break free of them no matter what.
And then he can run. And then he can escape.
The struggling is sudden and silent, as he bolts forward desperate to make it away from whoever is holding him and into the hallways. Diarmuid doesn't care where he ends up.
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The end will come soon, right? Just as it had back then? The swirling pain and agony will soon fade into the nothingness of death.]
No.
[As much as it may feel like it, he is not dying. Not this time. Does that mean there will be no escape? That this will never end?]
No!
[And suddenly something finally breaks through all the pain and agony swirling through him.
The need to run.
He has to escape. He has to find a way to get away from all of this before he drowns. Before he suffocates.
Someone is holding him. That much manages to make its way into his mind. He has to break free of them no matter what.
And then he can run. And then he can escape.
The struggling is sudden and silent, as he bolts forward desperate to make it away from whoever is holding him and into the hallways. Diarmuid doesn't care where he ends up.
He just has to get away from here.]