Hah. It is. But apparently that didn't matter to him. Apparently he thought risking humanity's free will was the better choice.
[Naoya starts shaking a little, and his whole body tenses.]
No... it didn't matter! It didn't matter to him that I was an example, and so was he! It didn't matter to him that I was the one who was set up to be reviled, and he was set up to be used as a symbol of purity!
[His voice, which had been rising in volume, suddenly drops. He stops shaking, and his tone is absolutely frigid.]
No. It didn't matter that I was to be forever cast as the villain. That in picture, word, and verse, I was to be the one that was painted as evil. I'm not. I'm not.
[His voice cracks a bit.]
I've been 'given' all of this time. I was supposed to reflect on my sin. I've reflected. I will not beg forgiveness from God. He wouldn't take it anyway, since I am His precious example. He is the one who stoked the desire to kill in me. It's His fault.
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[Naoya starts shaking a little, and his whole body tenses.]
No... it didn't matter! It didn't matter to him that I was an example, and so was he! It didn't matter to him that I was the one who was set up to be reviled, and he was set up to be used as a symbol of purity!
[His voice, which had been rising in volume, suddenly drops. He stops shaking, and his tone is absolutely frigid.]
No. It didn't matter that I was to be forever cast as the villain. That in picture, word, and verse, I was to be the one that was painted as evil. I'm not. I'm not.
[His voice cracks a bit.]
I've been 'given' all of this time. I was supposed to reflect on my sin. I've reflected. I will not beg forgiveness from God. He wouldn't take it anyway, since I am His precious example. He is the one who stoked the desire to kill in me. It's His fault.