[He growls at Diarmuid when his way is blocked. Honestly, Diarmuid's words get him more angry... though angry at what he isn't really sure anymore. Perhaps Ryoji is fighting, and that's why Thanatos hesitates before attacking.
Thankfully, that short pause is enough for Yukiko to find the space to deal the finishing blow. As small as the hit is, it's enough to send Thanatos staggering, low, monstrous noises eventually becoming human as Ryoji changes back.
He's still shaky, and he puts a hand up to his head as he tries to get the world to stop spinning. He glances up at the both of them... and that's when his anger completely disappears, though that may not be a good thing. He inhales sharply, realizing what he did... yet again, he'd tried to kill the people close to him. He tries to tell himself it's not his fault, but his mind still isn't really his yet.
He tries to stammer out something, tries to apologize, tries to tell them to leave again, but nothing can come out. He doesn't seem to have any other option besides running away.
And that's what he does. He turns and runs to the edge of the room, towards where he was meant to be all along, towards those feelings of loneliness. After all that, he just wants to be alone. Entirely alone, he hopes Sephiroth knows. Ryoji's begging him in his head to just end this. He doesn't think he can take any more of this.]
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Thankfully, that short pause is enough for Yukiko to find the space to deal the finishing blow. As small as the hit is, it's enough to send Thanatos staggering, low, monstrous noises eventually becoming human as Ryoji changes back.
He's still shaky, and he puts a hand up to his head as he tries to get the world to stop spinning. He glances up at the both of them... and that's when his anger completely disappears, though that may not be a good thing. He inhales sharply, realizing what he did... yet again, he'd tried to kill the people close to him. He tries to tell himself it's not his fault, but his mind still isn't really his yet.
He tries to stammer out something, tries to apologize, tries to tell them to leave again, but nothing can come out. He doesn't seem to have any other option besides running away.
And that's what he does. He turns and runs to the edge of the room, towards where he was meant to be all along, towards those feelings of loneliness. After all that, he just wants to be alone. Entirely alone, he hopes Sephiroth knows. Ryoji's begging him in his head to just end this. He doesn't think he can take any more of this.]