Do you know how many people I killed in the course of that game? Not by my own hands, but by my own willingness to go along with it? The number is in the millions.
Wanting to be better than that and wanting to change shit is not a fucking game to me. They let me play at it because they wanted to see exactly how much I'd break when I learned the truth afterwards.
There's literally nothing. That was what was real. I'm not going to dance the nihilism tango right now. There's not a fucking floor to dance it on.
I'm ready to face the music, at home, where it's stupid but at least it's honest jealousy that gets me killed for real.
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[Feferi's voice suddenly turns deadly serious.]
Do you know how many people I killed in the course of that game? Not by my own hands, but by my own willingness to go along with it? The number is in the millions.
Wanting to be better than that and wanting to change shit is not a fucking game to me. They let me play at it because they wanted to see exactly how much I'd break when I learned the truth afterwards.
There's literally nothing. That was what was real. I'm not going to dance the nihilism tango right now. There's not a fucking floor to dance it on.
I'm ready to face the music, at home, where it's stupid but at least it's honest jealousy that gets me killed for real.