[Believe him, he wished that this was all a nightmare as well. He's been wishing and praying for that for so long that eventually he... started to stop and try to piece together what they all knew. He so wanted to believe that they were flesh and blood, but, remembering all that Jason had done to them back in the pods last year, what he and Ruana made them do...

Their states... brought that nightmare to life again in a new light.]

I know... Part of me wanted to deny this reality, too.

[Back when he couldn't control his own thoughts, when all he could do was try and struggle to not comply with Jason's demands... She likely didn't catch the grimace, but him hold out the wired structure that is his right hand is something that was clear as day.]

But we'll get through and face this truth with the others the way we always have; together.

[They just... need to find them.]