"No. I am taking what I want into account, even in light of what they will inevitably force me to do like you say," It's not like anybody else here other than himself is going to, or can even afford to, care about Hidetoshi wants. He doesn't want to kill people. Regular monsters? Sure, fine. People? No. "Even if it doesn't matter in the long term, that's still my preference."

His mouth twisted. "Besides, I know none of us can escape that choice. It's rather obvious."