And what if I can never go home?

[Diarmuid swallows hard, his hand clenching around whatever he had pulled from his pocket.]

If we are being honest here, you're going home. That is certain since that is what we are working for. It's...different for me no matter now much we might want otherwise.

I don't care if we can't acknowledge it someplace I might not be able to go t-to... I...just care about here since it might be all I have...