[Waver couldn't quite force himself to finish with 'shouldn't'. Why should anyone care about Waver, who only failed and let others down when things mattered the most? What was the point?]
[Even though that was the case, he knew full well people did. Right now, that knowledge just made him sick. Finding worth in someone worthless should have been impossible; why would anyone seem intent on trying?]
...I fucking hate this. I hate it, I hate all of it. [Waver pressed a hand to his head, turning pale.] I can't do this, I can't look at that brainless idiot and hear 'it's not your fault' or whatever he wants to tell me. Christ, I almost want him to hate me for what I did yesterday.
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[Waver couldn't quite force himself to finish with 'shouldn't'. Why should anyone care about Waver, who only failed and let others down when things mattered the most? What was the point?]
[Even though that was the case, he knew full well people did. Right now, that knowledge just made him sick. Finding worth in someone worthless should have been impossible; why would anyone seem intent on trying?]
...I fucking hate this. I hate it, I hate all of it. [Waver pressed a hand to his head, turning pale.] I can't do this, I can't look at that brainless idiot and hear 'it's not your fault' or whatever he wants to tell me. Christ, I almost want him to hate me for what I did yesterday.