"You asked me a question and I returned the favor," Diarmuid knows that's not the answer to the real question Reno is asking, but since it is a answer, the floor seems happy with it and doesn't press him for anything else.

"Red, you took up a role that you never wanted and weren't ready to take. I told you that once before. That you took it at and continue filling the role the best you can despite the fact you're falling apart, shows you are an amazingly strong and caring person, but even strong people--even amazing people--are afraid. There is nothing wrong with being afraid. Being a leader isn't easy. So many promises to make. So many promises to break..."

Diarmuid looks down for a moment, eyes distant as old memories flash across his mind. After a few moment, though, he shakes them off and looks back at Reno again, "You want to die because you are tired and it's the easy way to make all of this go away. It's the easy way to stop breaking promises. It's the easy way to stop failing. It's the easy way stop fighting..."

He stops there, though there is a question he won't speak in his gaze, Am I right?