"That's not what I meant. Not something you do... on purpose. Xion, Ryoji, people around you." The mask bothered him, to the point where he took it off and set it down again. Keeping an eye on the dog, he tried to sit up, using his arms to prop himself, and face Diarmuid. "Seems like, every time you try to help someone, something happens that you don't expect. Like you don't..." He huffed, cringing as a wave of pain told him that taking that deep a breath had been a stupid thing to do. "You don't learn from mistakes."