"I know..." Suzaku nodded, his voice catching. He knew what it was like to have to do something yourself even when it was painful.

He understood very well how Diarmuid's talks went, they were impossible to avoid, once Diarmuid had decided he was going to help you.

"I know..." He nodded, "But I always blame myself..." He squeezed his eyes shut again and this time as he opened them a tear trickled down his face, he reached up to wipe it away, looking confused.