[That was really unnecessary. There are definitely a couple things that make a deeply unpleasant crunching sound under that impact, and for a second his whole body just shuts down. He probably looks pretty dead there, until he draws a sudden, pained breath. Gasping and choking and... There's blood at his mouth and he's... crying? Probably mostly because of the pain, but hell yeah there are tears caught in the corner of his eyes]
[This wasn't supposed to happen. He doesn't want to die. He doesn't want the Highblood to kill him because that means whatever it was that was happening between them must be over. Right? He doesn't know. He doesn't know how anything works anymore. He's just... lost. Fuck, maybe he is better off dead. His voice is... tiny, even for this room: ]
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[This wasn't supposed to happen. He doesn't want to die. He doesn't want the Highblood to kill him because that means whatever it was that was happening between them must be over. Right? He doesn't know. He doesn't know how anything works anymore. He's just... lost. Fuck, maybe he is better off dead. His voice is... tiny, even for this room: ]
Stop...