[Is not sure he's happy the Highblood didn't just put him out of his misery. He is for sure definitely not happy about that cold... nothing of a look. It's kind of overwhelming, the way it feels like the whole of him is splitting apart after so long without feeling anything]
[No no, please don't go, please don't say that. You are breaking his heart, even though he doesn't realize that's what this feeling is]
[Slowly moves to push himself up, shivering at the hollow pain in his chest turning every movement into a struggle. Wipes the blood away from his mouth, rubs at his eyes, a sort of futile and rather childish attempt to make himself look presentable. For a moment it is probably obvious this is his first caliginous anything, and he is truly lost on what to do next. Not apologize. He knows that. But trying to fight back now might seem desperate, even if desperate is exactly what he is at the moment. He doesn't know. How do you make it up to your... whatever the Highblood is to him, when you've disappointed them so completely]
[Looks up at him, mouth parted like he wants to say something but just... can't. Can't find the words. Fuck]
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[Is not sure he's happy the Highblood didn't just put him out of his misery. He is for sure definitely not happy about that cold... nothing of a look. It's kind of overwhelming, the way it feels like the whole of him is splitting apart after so long without feeling anything]
[No no, please don't go, please don't say that. You are breaking his heart, even though he doesn't realize that's what this feeling is]
[Slowly moves to push himself up, shivering at the hollow pain in his chest turning every movement into a struggle. Wipes the blood away from his mouth, rubs at his eyes, a sort of futile and rather childish attempt to make himself look presentable. For a moment it is probably obvious this is his first caliginous anything, and he is truly lost on what to do next. Not apologize. He knows that. But trying to fight back now might seem desperate, even if desperate is exactly what he is at the moment. He doesn't know. How do you make it up to your... whatever the Highblood is to him, when you've disappointed them so completely]
[Looks up at him, mouth parted like he wants to say something but just... can't. Can't find the words. Fuck]