towerofanimus | In you and I...

Characters: Xion and everyone!
Setting: Room 1-01 > Dormitory Hallways > Floor 20
Format: Whatever you like!
Summary: Xion's Arrival, plus worrying, plus minor exploring, plus falling back on something familiar
Warnings: Nothing yet, will edit if necessary

[Not being able to move when she'd woken up had been a little scary, but not nearly as terrifying as the letters she'd found just after. The worlds, all of them, gone? They couldn't be... they couldn't! And yet, when she tried to open a darkness corridor to one of them, nothing happened.

She gets dressed from the clothes in her trunk, puts the hood of her black coat up, and after that, she heads out into the dormitory hallways, where she finds one of the network terminals. She may have been able to gain access to files she wasn't supposed to back in the World That Never Was, but it doesn't take much poking around on the device though to come to the conclusion that there's not much more information on what happened on the terminals here.

What was she going to do? What happened to Roxas and Axel, or even Riku? Was this somehow her fault?

At that point, she begins descending the stairs to the floors below, looking around briefly on each floor before continuing.

On floor 20, though, she stops. It's open to the air for the first time. It reminds her a little of the Clock Tower, though it was impossible to mistake the cold, overcast skies for warm, bright Twilight Town. Still, it's familiar, memories that are her own, and right now that familiarity is a comfort. She walks out to the edge and sits, legs hanging over as she stares out. Not that there's much to see.]

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[Xion nods, a little to herself. Right... the library. ...she can't remember if she's ever actually been in one before, though knows what one is, certainly. She hadn't seen one so far, yet... At that thought, she pauses, and looks up a little sheepishly.]

That's... further down, right? I haven't looked around that much yet.

... Yes.

[Except there's something that Xion really needs to know before she runs off looking for Roxas, and Naminé's not quite sure how to tell her in a way that won't cause more harm than good.]

But, Xion, there's something that you need to know, before you go looking for him.

[Xion pauses, a little confused by how serious Naminé sounded.]

What is it?

[There's an uneasy feeling in the pit of her stomach, that started when she'd woken up and only intensified once she'd read the letters. Being up here had eased it a little, and finding out Roxas and Riku were here had a lot, but now... was something wrong?]

[Naminé's own unease is colored by guilt. She wishes there was a better way to explain everything, but she can't risk going into too much detail, both with Xion and Roxas. Roxas had asked to not be told, and telling Xion might indirectly break Naminé's agreement not to.]

The tower... draws people from lots of different times. Sometimes, they're not the way you remember them. He--...

... he probably won't remember you.

[That makes Xion freeze. He... he wouldn't remember her? Nothing... at all? The times they'd laughed and fought and gone on missions and eaten ice cream? How he'd helped her get her Keyblade back when she thought it'd been gone forever?

... just... gone?

It hurts. It hurts more than she'd ever have expected it too. Memories were what she was made of, and so many were Sora's. In some cases, it felt like her own memories were all she really had. Memories of her and her friends.

She heard what Naminé had said, about different times, but it's... hard. To figure out what all that might mean and imply, when she's struggling to understand how this happened.]

He won't?

[She'd wanted to stay with Roxas and Axel forever. But... Axel was right, wasn't he? Nothing lasted forever, least of all for them.]

[Naminé's no stranger to the feeling of being forgotten, but in her case, the first time it had happened, she was prepared. She had accepted that it was necessary. When she got to the tower and Roxas didn't entirely remember her, either, that... stung, it's true, but Xion-- Xion had no warning, no preparation. Her relationship with Roxas was... from what Naminé can figure out at this point, so much more important than anything Naminé had ever been able to experience herself, and she can only imagine what it must be like for the other girl to hear that.]

[Just the look on Xion's face is more than enough to cause a resonating sadness in Naminé - or as close as the blonde can get, anyway. Something in her aches, and earnestly she wishes that she never had to say such a thing. She also wishes she'd never have to say,]

No. He won't.

... I'm so sorry.

[Given enough time and the right provocation, Xion would have been ready herself... But this was just too soon.

She doesn't know what to do now. Does she still want to find Roxas, knowing he probably won't recognize her? That... that she'll just look like another person he doesn't know, like any of the people they see on their missions to various worlds? It's so hard... he's still her friend. If she sees him, she's not going to be able to ignore him. She knows that much...

She shakes her head quietly]

Axel told us once we'd never be apart so long as we remembered each other. It seemed so silly at the time, but...

[It was funny how true that hokey speech felt right now, in the worst possible way. She feels... so alone now.]

[Too soon, yes, but there's just no time to wait. Xion could find Roxas at any time, and she has to know before she does. Naminé exhales, very quietly, expression growing even more sympathetic at Xion's headshake.]

....

You still remember him. I know it's not the same, but....

[This is dangerous. She doesn't know what kinds of memories Xion's presence might trigger, what parts of Roxas will be awakened, but--... but somehow, telling Xion to stay away from him just isn't something Naminé can bring herself to do. She'll just have to keep an eye out, be ready to fix anything if it breaks.]

... You can find a way to still be together.

[It's easier to find out now, this way, than it would be to find out when she finally meets Roxas. It really is. It's just hart to recognize that right now, with the pain so fresh.

She smiles slightly. It's painful and bittersweet, but it's there.]

I hope so.

[They're all I have, goes unspoken]

Edited 2012-02-19 04:46 (UTC)

[Oh, Xion. It seems like Naminé can't stop finding more reasons to not!feel bad for her. Even with that not!feeling, Naminé has to smile, for Xion's sake, so she does.]

I... hope so, too. I wish you luck.

In you and I...

orz so late

S-SOB it's okay ;;

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Mood whiplash in this thread... ;~;

;A; POOR BB

;~; We must find a way give her hugs /Gorse fails at subject lines |D

YYYYYYYYY, all of the hugs ;A; /No she doesn't

Why can't we hug these characters all the time... they need it. >>

They do. :C But if they actually got all the hugs they needed they would more stable and boring XD