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Riku ("Ansem") ([personal profile] justabignobody) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2012-06-21 10:35 pm

006

Characters: Riku/"Tamas" and open/closed/open
Setting: Anywhere over the month of June
Format: Action preferred, but I'll match!
Summary: Riku during June, also having your powers forced out of control really, really sucks
Warnings: Darkness, Angst, possibly violence at one point, but nothing all too graphic


[A - 5th to 19th June - Floors 32 & 25 (Daytime), all around the tower at night]

[Even with cafeteria, restaurant and the power down, Riku only alters his routine to fit the circumstances - he isn't all too worried about himself; he's more than capable to manage himself. Every now and then he can be found gathering food or hunting on Floor 32 - he isn't above using the monsters as food source, but if he could manage otherwise, well... - but if he isn't, he's most likely continuing with studying... with less and less result as the month goes by admittedly.

At night he is out on the hunt though, clearing out groups of monsters where he knows he can take them... though he is even more cautious than usual. With all supplies limited, he really can't effort being reckless after all.]


[B - 20th June - Floor 13 - closed to Kairi]

[He has noticed that something has started to go wrong, that Soul Eater summoned itself, that his Dark Firagas flare a little more strongly than he intends them to. It's not the first time that this has happened; he recognizes it from just a few months ago, when the collars had gone haywire...

But it's getting even worse this time, because he's been feeling his grasp on the darkness inside him slip more and more in the passing week, has felt the part of it that's not his own swell and push and despite his best tries to regain control of it and himself while going on - he is slowly starting to lose himself.

Today, it's growing bad enough to make him dizzy, to the point where he just stumbles over his feet and against the wall - cold, strong stone maybe slightly soothing - breath shuddering as he reaches up, his right hand settling over his heart while his left clings to the wall. Maybe if he rests here for just a moment, he can get the Darkness back in check.]


[C - 20th to 24th June - all around the tower]

[Even though Riku would never admit so out loud, his transformed state does have some upsides. First and foremost that he can think more clearly again; though he feels slight bouts of dizziness, they are far, far less distracting now. (There is also the very clear upside of finer control over the Darkness around him and the increase of physical strength, but honestly... he would prefer being himself. But then again... this has never been about his preferences.)

Even with Kairi knowing, he cannot help but distance himself from who he had been, from who he might never be again, if things went wrong... The last time the tower had messed with his powers, he had transformed back when things had returned to what the tower considered normal, but things had been different then. The Darkness inside him hadn't been as steep.

It's alright though, he supposes... it's all about adjusting, it's just about separating his now-self from who 'Riku' had been. And getting used to the new (in his opinion, well enough fitting) name he has chosen for himself. After all, what else was he now but 'Darkness'...

He has altered his movements now, wandering the tower randomly and staying away from the places Riku is known to linger at, the hood up hiding his face. But he still spends his night on fighting. Or well... practicing just what he can do with his Darkness now. Who knew when that would get handy after all.]


ooc: If you haven't, please take a look at Riku's permissions post!
victory_howl: (Ammy: dash)

[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-06-22 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Ammy pinned her ears back briefly at the sight of the Globs, but as Riku seemed to be taking care of them, relaxed a little. He didn't seem like a bad sort -- maybe a little inscrutable, though.

After a moment, she made her decision, bounding forward up and out of the grass. The beads of her rosary whipped through the air towards several of the Shadow Globs, filling the space around them with an unnatural chill as they went from one opponent to the next.
victory_howl: (Ammy: bloom)

[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-06-22 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Ammy leapt high into the air; as if in answer, an oversized cherry bomb appeared in a puff of smoke, easily as big as she was (if not bigger). It rolled for a brief moment toward the Globs before exploding in a bright burst of light and sound -- rather reminiscent of fireworks, actually.

A direct hit! She barked happily as she dashed through the grass.
victory_howl: (Ammy: dash)

[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-06-22 06:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Ammy barked again, although it wasn't quite clear whether it was in reply to Riku or not. As she came up on another Blob, she charged it head-on. No mercy!
victory_howl: (Ammy: sit)

[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-06-24 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
Ammy sat down in the grass, tail slowly waving back and forth. She was a fairly large wolf, capable of giving most humans an impromptu ride on her back. But she didn't seem particularly aggressive now that the Globs were gone.

Rather, she seemed to be watching him with about as much curiosity as he was directing toward her.
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[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-06-26 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Ammy sniffed his hand gingerly, then shook her head back and forth and snuffled, as if something didn't quite agree with her. Nevertheless, she didn't hop on the offensive. Rather, she sat back, yawned, stretched. Then looked at Riku expectantly.

What were you up to, sword guy?
victory_howl: (Ammy: huh?)

[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-07-02 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Ammy snorted at that. Monster, shmonsters! Although she wouldn't turn down a snack or two, if she could only find her way around wherever this was. She looked at their surroundings, then Riku, then their surroundings again.

If there were a bunch of monsters around, why was Riku hanging around here?
victory_howl: (Ammy: sit)

[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-07-05 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
Whateva whateva, Ammy didn't even care. She did whine a little at Riku's question, though, flattening her ears back and standing lower to the ground. No, she hadn't been here long.

Communicating with people sure was hard without a Celestial Envoy.
victory_howl: (Ammy: huh?)

[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-07-08 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Ammy nosed Riku's hand -- no holding out on her, buddy. She hadn't really been here long enough to find out how things worked around here, of course, but she also wasn't the type to just lie down and accept her fate. For better or worse.

She tilted her head at him as she listened to him speak and, deciding that he was being too depressing, butted into him slightly with her head. Cheer up, dude, it couldn't be all that bad.
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[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-07-13 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Ammy's fur was warm and soft, as if she'd spent the last hour or so lying under a sunny window instead of wandering around a foreboding tower with monsters in it. As he reached behind her ears to ruffle her coat, she half-closed her eyes in enjoyment. Yep, she did tend to be an optimist. Sometimes for longer than most would deem prudent. But it suited her nature.

Also, her tail was thwapping against his leg. So enjoy that, Riku.
victory_howl: (Ammy: :3)

[personal profile] victory_howl 2012-07-14 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
And Ammy didn't either. So she simply leaned up against Riku, enjoying the attention and the rhythmic stroking of her fur.