03: Failed Sanity Check

[doublechecks]

Who: Lelouch and You!
What: He had awoken only to find himself back in the Tower.
Where: ANYWHERE
When: July 3rd!
Format: Action-log, but I'll adapt!
Warning: Suicidal Thoughts, Frayed Sanity

[Ah.

He is awake.

Death, loneliness, failure, nightmare, Nunnally, Nunnally, Nunnally, Nunnally....!

Echoes of his own voice resonated within him as he woke up with a scream, only to find himself staring at a ceiling.

This place...

Was it all a dream? Was it all a nightmare? Was the desolate world he walked through these month? weeks? years? He's not sure, everything blurs together when he was stuck in emptiness. Lelouch Lamperouge's mind is frayed, the length of time he spent there was just relative to the pain he felt.

But he now know. His plan... His plan to create a world where Nunnally could be happy.

Ah, that was just wishful thinking wasn't it? He wanted to scream at the tower, to just do anything to get away from the revelation that his own world is dead NO IT IS NOT DEAD IT WAS JUST A LIE, A LIE, A LIE...!


The sudden movement caused him to fall onto the floor, before he stumbled out of his room without even giving a glance to who exactly is there, he needed to get away get away get away from everything, everyone, ANYONE. So blinded by despair was he that he doesn't even turn to look at anyone he sees or hears, he continued to run, to run to run to run to run towards ANYWHERE NOT THIS TOWER.

Thus, Lelouch Lamperouge could be found throughout the Tower with a haunted look as well as just walking past you without a care in the world.]

Comments

XD IT'S YU'S FAULT. BLAME HIM.

[sacred_flamer]

[Luke shifted in his sleep, cracking an eye open. Hunh... one of his roommates was back? What was his name... Lu-something? Lulu? Ah, like hell he could remember; he vaguely remembered seeing the guy when he first arrived, and totally forgot whatever they might have said to each other.]

[Still, he looked like he was seriously freaking out... like worse than he had been when he killed someone for the first time. Luke pushed himself up, still not disturbing the paper crane, blinking in concern.]

Oy, you all right?

[doublechecks]

Do I look like I am alright, child?

[Ah, clearly the man before him is his roommate? Something apparently but who cares he needs to get out get out get out get out...!]

[sacred_flamer]

Hey, don't call me that.

[Luke rubbed his eyes as he forced himself up, trying to get the sleep to go away. The heck was wrong with this kid anyway? He looked like he was flipping out a shadows.]

What's wrong?

[doublechecks]

What's wrong?

[The question was the wrong question to ask as Lelouch got up from his bed, and started towards Luke, face looking distorted with signs of madness within it.]

What's wrong?

My world is gone, dead, destroyed, and I saw it first hand, nightmares, desolate wastelands, corpses of loved ones and friends and everyone else! I experienced it firsthand, boy. If that isn't wrong then you're wrong.

[sacred_flamer]

[Luke appeared intimidated for a moment, maybe even a little worried, but Lelouch's attitude led to him getting annoyed. He sat up a bit straighter on the bed, attempting to hold his ground.]

Yeah... and?

We're here because that's what happened to our worlds; all our worlds, not just yours. Just because you got to see it first hand doesn't make you special.

[doublechecks]

SHUT UP!

[Luke's lucky that his contact's still in place at the moment, otherwise he'd be permanently shut up right now.]

You don't understand about the pain of loss, do you, little boy?

[No matter what's happening, it's really clear that he's not in the right state of mind right now.]

[sacred_flamer]

[Luke backed down a moment, intimidated by him shouting, but being called a little boy again made him bristle, and he bounced right back.]

I had my hearing taken away! They tried to turn me into their own little puppet! And on top of it, I had to hear everyone else while they were in pain, and I had to deal with that for a whole month.

[Luke paused for a breath, struggling not to start crying at the memory.]

I'd rather see Auldrant destroyed any day of the week then to go through that again. So don't start yelling at me like I know nothing!

[doublechecks]

[There's silence as the words sinked in. It didn't sink in far enough, but at the very least it provoked a response. He stood up, and begins walking away, eyes darting around, as if paranoid of something.]

...I have to get out of here.

[And things get even more confusing than before.]

[sacred_flamer]

Hey, where are you going?

[Luke fumbled up to his feet, nearly getting tangled in his bed sheet.]

[doublechecks]

Somewhere.

[There is no more words as he stormed out the room, looking left and right, before making a sharp turn to the right.

Feel free to follow him, if you want, Luke.]

[sacred_flamer]

[He followed Lelouch out of the room, but not much further than that. Luke frowned at his retreating back, folding his arms over his chest, before...]

Tch... jerk.

[...and went back to the room to go back to sleep.]

[Best. Hero. Ever.]