idolizer: (cut myself and scream for their insanity)
Sayaka Maizono ( 舞園さやか ) ([personal profile] idolizer) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2012-12-03 05:48 pm

♬ 002. The more I think, the less I see.

Characters: Sayaka Maizono and you. Yes, you!
Setting: Dorms, room 1-05 -> Floor 25 -> Floor 48 -> Floor 14
Format: Actionspamming all the way, but I can match yo.
Summary: It's cold, but the idol won't let it get to her much - that only means more training is a go! It's when she visits the graveyard that something hits her in the feelings...
Warnings: Aside some DR spoilers and sadness, nothing else.




[ Dorms, 1-05 ]

[ It's been less than a month since Sayaka arrived to the Tower, and had to adapt to things rather quickly. Though nothing too terrifying happened, except listening to those audio files, she's got all the more motivation to learn to fight by herself and continue singing even in a place like this. It's a slow process, but she's progressing finely. Whether she's going to actually change her... weapon of choice or not, it's still early to tell.

The cold, however, took her by surprise. Other than her idol outfit and another set of clothes, she doesn't have much she could wear to deal with it. It's unnerving her day by day, along with the nutrition bars being the only damn food available around. Even so, she still tries to keep her pokerface and smile at whoever she meets. It won't be different when her roomates walk in, as they'll find her armed with knitting needles and some wool that she found in the workshop, sitting on her bed and working on this scarf she's doing. There's no way she's going to beg for a spare sweater when she can attempt to make a scarf by herself. ]



[ Floor 25 ]

[ The meadow has easily become her favourite spot, both for training or just chilling. Except that chilly now is more literal, and hanging out there is more ardous because of the cold temperature. But what Sayaka learned with years of showbiz is that if you have to defeat the cold during a concert in the open, you've got to move. And so she'll move, for a couple hours of non-stop powerwalking through the area. This is still part of the training after all. ]


[ Floor 48 ]

[ ... It's a sudden rush of curiosity that pushed her to get to this floor. Call it macabre curiosity, rather, but before we know it, she's in the graveyard, going past each headstone and reading the names on it. Basically they're all names she never heard of... they must be people who disappeared from the tower, but why make a graveyard of them? Are they really all dead, or...?

...

She freezes to a halt when her eyes fall onto perhaps the first and only name she recognizes among those faceless ones. Eyes widen as she read that name over and over.

Leon Kuwata

...

It hits her like a punch in the gut. No, it's not that, it shouldn't feel like that. She should be happy of the discovery! Finally she won't have to deal with him anymore! No more risking to cross paths with him, no more threatening, no more of that stupid loudmouthed redhead who hurt her so much and never regretted it--

...

She should be happy about it, but... even the grudge can't overtake the pity she feels for having him die a second time, and- and she can't bring herself to such a low level. Pity seems to be a fine sentiment in this moment. She can give him that at the very least.

Everyone that passes by will see her stand in front of that headstone for quite the long time, an undescribable expression on her face... like she's got no emotions at all written in it. ]



[ Floor 14 ]

[ After all that walking, the best thing to do is to... well, move some more. And dancing just happens to be one of her favourite activities, a great help when it comes to forget all about whatever bad feelings she had during the day. The music's up, so would you like to join her? ]
chainsawn: (you wanna get it right)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-12-27 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ .. 'People that I need'.. it's strange. Even with the people here being ncie to her, and some being friends with her, nobody has ever said that specifically - that they need her. Need..

Isn't that all she's ever wanted..? To be liked and needed? ]


I'll help you out. Any time you ask for it. [ Despite the blankness, it's almost a little insistent. As if she's too enthusiastic in her own way. ]
chainsawn: i need to make it right (heaven help me)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-12-28 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm in 02-09. .. I don't really know my roommates, though, so.. I can't say anything about them. [ The only thing she does in her room after all is sleep - and sleep pretty deeply too, so she never wakes up and therefore hardly even manages to see them around. ]

I'll remember it though.
chainsawn: (an important place in my chest aches)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-12-28 12:46 pm (UTC)(link)
.. Hmm. [ She's going to wander around here a little more, so she reaches to take the lantern back into her own hands again before it fades into nothing again. Then she gives a tiny nod. ]

Bye bye.