No, I suppose— it wasn't. [uuuncomfortable with this kind of faith again.] How do you even manage to see something like that in the middle of combat... I can hardly recall much of what happened during that period.

[No, he definitely still broods. Just differently. Like by ignoring its existence half the time. But at least it's not "my aaaaarrrmmm..." like in a certain someone's dreams, right?]