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Sola-Ui Nuadha-Re Sophia-Ri (Sensha Otoko) ([personal profile] marriedthebloke) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2013-03-12 06:23 pm

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Characters: AU Sola-ui and you
Setting: Her room, the cafeteria, and other floors of the Tower
Format: I'll match anything you do
Summary: Sola-ui wakes up to the weirdest "kidnapping" of her life.
Warnings: None for now


1. Room 1-01

[As she wakes, up Sola-ui realizes that she doesn't know when or why she fell asleep. The last thing she remembered, she was joking around with Diarmuid on the kitchen floor. She had clearly been awake, but...]

[Right now, she's clearly lying on something softer. As she slowly sits up, she realizes that she is in an unfamiliar room, wearing clothes that she has never worn before. She cautiously steps out of bed, hugging her arms to her body and shivering a little because of the thin, skintight suit.]

[Her first guess is that she has been kidnapped. It worries her to know that someone has enough skill to kidnap the wife of a magus right out from his own house. Likely the kidnappers had also erased her memories of the kidnapping for whatever reason.]

[She starts walking around the room, trying to discover some sort of evidence that would indicate the identity of the offenders or their skills. Though, given the amount of planning and power it required to kidnap her, she doesn't believe they would be stupid enough to leave any sort of evidence behind.]

[The room certainly looks cozier than the usual basement or holding cell. Four beds, each with a trunk at the end. There's even personal items strewn around. These beds wouldn't look out of place in an actual bedroom. Her investigation is at first confined the items left in the open. Next comes the trunks, starting with the one next to "her" bed.]

[She almost gets a heart attack when she opens the trunk to find one of her own mouse familiars leaping at her. Looking down into her trunk, she can also see her clothes and a dagger she had seen from around the house. This discovery only makes everything more confusing. Why would someone go to such lengths to kidnap her and bring her things along, but leave her weapons and familiars? What were they trying to do?]

[At least she has her clothes back. Since there seem to nobody in the room at the moment, she quickly removes the bodysuit to slip on her real clothes. Following that, she sits down on a bed, waiting for someone to come give her an explanation. Even if they were her enemies, they owed her, as a lord's wife, that little bit of courtesy.]


2. Cafeteria

[Sola-ui is sitting at a table, staring at her oatmeal. Hunger and curiosity drove her to finally leave her room. However, she is reconsidering her decision if she has to eat this slop.

[After a long while, she finally lifts up the spoon, takes a sip, and smacks her lips. It is followed by a frown.]


This might be the worst oatmeal I have ever tasted. Not even the slightest hint of flavor! Cold and clammy as well. My husband could cook better than this.

[And when she compares something to her husband's level, she is certainly showing her disdain.]

3. Any floor (morning)

[After a horrible breakfast nowhere near what her "aristocratic" tasted buds were used to ingesting, Sola-ui is walking through the floors of her new residence. It's a strange place, but walking down these hallways gives her a strange sense of excitement. It's very different from the tedium she had settled into after marrying Kayneth, after all.]

4. Any floor (evening)

[Of course, since she is caught up in the excitement of finally being in a new place, she loses track of the time. Morning slips into evening, and monsters start emerging. Seeing as how she has no fighting skills, she is easily cornered by the slobbering beasts. All she can do is retreat, hoping desperately that they would leave or someone would save her.]
oathshackledbird: Red (Red)

[personal profile] oathshackledbird 2013-03-19 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Diarmuid does take a few steps closer to the bed, but shakes his head, refusing to sit.]

I'm sorry. I need to stand right now. Please understand.
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[personal profile] oathshackledbird 2013-03-20 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Diarmuid sighs, shaking his head and turning to take a few steps back toward the center of the room.]

What good will it do? It wasn't you and him. It was them. You don't have to make their sins up to me. I don't want you to blame yourself for what they did. If anything, just focus on seeing to it that your son has a better life than I did. That would be a better use of your energy.
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[personal profile] oathshackledbird 2013-03-20 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
He might be gone. You might never see him again. Have you thought about that?

[Diarmuid says those hurtful words and he's not even sure why. Maybe it's still that bitter anger rolling inside of him. Maybe he is just becoming that terrible of a person. Still, almost immediately he feels terrible for saying them and turns to her, apologetic.]

I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. See! This is why I need to go. There are terrible things alive in me now...and I can't control them! I don't want to hurt you or anyone else!

[There is a sudden agony in his voice.]

I just need to disappear... I don't want to...but I need to before I hurt anyone else...
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[personal profile] oathshackledbird 2013-03-20 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Diarmuid shuts his eyes, taking a deep breath. After a moment, he laughs. It's a sad little sound.]

You're right. How many times have I wished for my father to be here to comfort me? And yet as much as I want that comfort, would I actually take it or just push it away like I am trying to do now?

[He pauses to open his eyes. They are filled with uncertainly...and need,]

Do...do you think it would be okay to ask for a hug?
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[personal profile] oathshackledbird 2013-03-20 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even though he is the one who asked for the hug, for a moment, Diarmuid tenses almost as if he didn't think she would actually do it. The tension only lasts a moment, though, before draining out of him. He can't quite bring himself to put his arms around her, but he does drop his head against her shoulder and, whether intended or not, starts crying.]

I'm so lost. I don't know what to do. I can't be a knight anymore. I know so much--feel too much--but what else can I be? I've always been a knight! Yet, it seems like every time I try to help, I just make things worse!
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[personal profile] oathshackledbird 2013-03-21 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
[He shakes his head against her shoulder, too ashamed to look up.]

I can't be a knight anymore. I just can't. Knights don't get angry like I do. They don't hate like I do. They help everyone. I...don't.

[Diarmuid pauses, trying to calm himself before continuing.]

There are so many people I can't help here in the tower. And most of all, no matter how I try, I don't know how to help myself. I'm so tired of being like this.

[The words suddenly start flowing from his mouth.]

I thought I was doing better. I thought I was starting to adjust, but...I think I am just pressing the emotions down not dealing with them. And there they just fester and grow darker and angrier until I finally lash out.

[His voice suddenly gets very soft, and he tries to pull away from her, but the pull is very weak like he really doesn't want to get away even though he's trying.]

Just like I did to you.
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[personal profile] oathshackledbird 2013-03-21 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes? No? I don't know.

[He stops trying to step away. Honestly, he's almost sorry he refused her offer to sit now. More than that, Diarmuid finds himself suddenly wanting to curl into a ball and hide.

That need to hide again. It almost makes him physically ill to know he's so weak. The servant swallows hard to try and push the feeling away, but it doesn't work very well and he starts shaking for a completely different reason than he was before.
]

Once being a knight was my duty. It was all I knew and I was fine with that, but then things changed...

[But had they changed sooner than he had originally thought? Diarmuid pauses as that thought skitters across his mind. Usually, when he thought of these things, he always pinned his drift away from being only a knight as starting when he was betrayed by Kayneth.

But...it had started sooner than that, hadn't it?

Like when he became a father...
]

Have I been wrong all this time?
oathshackledbird: Ghost (Ghost)

[personal profile] oathshackledbird 2013-03-22 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Her words startle him out of his thoughts and when he realizes how much he is leaning on her, he pales in shame and scrambles away, pulling back with such force there is no way she will be able to keep a hold of him.]

I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

[What is he doing getting so caught up in himself that he loses track of what he is doing? He could have seriously hurt her! His embarrassment at that mixes with his shame, and suddenly, that need to hide flares to life again. Diarmuid takes a few steps back from her, trying to explain how he is feeling, but after several failed attempts, he just shuts his eyes...

...and is gone.

Why does he always end up running?

Why?

Someday, he really hopes to find out.
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