Asako Minegishi (
sawthelockdown) wrote in
towerofanimus2013-04-09 10:52 am
Entry tags:
closed | if all goes as planned
Characters: Asako Minegishi (
sawthelockdown), CLOSED to Shepard (
risingshepard); Naoya (
crouching_sin) is getting involved as soon as Shep pushes the Paragon Interrupt button. WHOOPS...
Setting: Wherever the suggestion box is; BACKDATED to before Jason's announcement
Format: Starting on action but whatever works.
Summary: This happened. Asako is going to attempt something incredibly stupid as a result: asking the admins to make what she considers her true personality surface. And then paragon interrupts happen.
Warnings: idk we'll see. So far, just Devil Survivor spoilers.
[It would be so easy, and at least one of the admins would probably think it an enjoyable experiment. "Force Abel's personality to the surface, I don't care how you do it. Naoya needs him back." It'll be simple enough to write.
She's already got the sheet ready, but her hand is shaking. She's not sure she can write properly in this state.]
I can do this...I can do this...I have to do this...
[It's scary, of course it's scary. But maybe it'll be nothing worse than going to sleep for a while? It can't be worse than that.]
I have to, I have to-
[...Footsteps? She looks over her shoulder at the newcomer.]
Oh - heh - sorry, didn't h-hear you come in.
Setting: Wherever the suggestion box is; BACKDATED to before Jason's announcement
Format: Starting on action but whatever works.
Summary: This happened. Asako is going to attempt something incredibly stupid as a result: asking the admins to make what she considers her true personality surface. And then paragon interrupts happen.
Warnings: idk we'll see. So far, just Devil Survivor spoilers.
[It would be so easy, and at least one of the admins would probably think it an enjoyable experiment. "Force Abel's personality to the surface, I don't care how you do it. Naoya needs him back." It'll be simple enough to write.
She's already got the sheet ready, but her hand is shaking. She's not sure she can write properly in this state.]
I can do this...I can do this...I have to do this...
[It's scary, of course it's scary. But maybe it'll be nothing worse than going to sleep for a while? It can't be worse than that.]
I have to, I have to-
[...Footsteps? She looks over her shoulder at the newcomer.]
Oh - heh - sorry, didn't h-hear you come in.

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Where are you taking me?!
[That said, her voice is already quieter, less loud. She knows she's lost at this point, but that doesn't mean she has to be happy about it... especially since Shepard is taller than her and using that advantage!! This is not fair!]
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[She hadn't properly thanked him for what help he could give last December. Looks like she was going to pay him back now, and probably in very unexpected fashion.
Also, she still have plenty of years ahead of her, she'll grow eventually. 8|]
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Y-you don't even know who he is, though...besides, he's got enough to deal with.
[You can almost see the ears going down right now, really.]
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[Now, where would she go if she wanted to find the guy in question...the library, perhaps? He seemed pretty well-versed, about as good as Chakwas...well, if she were from another time period, at any rate.]
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... Asako?
[What did you do. :|]
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[He reaches out to grab her wrist so she doesn't try to get away.]
What happened?
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[There's an odd firmness on "Abel" there...
...And before anyone asks--yup, it's probably as it sounds.]
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... Did you not listen to what I said? When I told you that you are not entirely Abel? And that you should never try to be him? You are Asako. Not Abel. You have a fragment of him, which allows you to do some things, but you aren't him.
[He growls low.]
Besides. His personality is much older than yours, and much more stubborn in some ways. You would not likely be able to come back from it.
So don't you dare.
[He looks over at Shepard, expression softening slightly.]
Thank you for bringing her to me. It seems my words aren't enough to teach her things.
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[Great, now she's made Naoya feel worse. This was the opposite of what she wanted, the absolute opposite, and wow she really feels like crap now. Guilt is a bad feeling, man.]
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I might need help restraining her.
[Not that he expects it... but the insurance is helpful.]
... I know your intentions were good, Asako. But he's... dead. He's not coming back, no matter how many fragments I find. I miss him, yes. But missing someone who will come back and missing someone who won't are entirely different things.
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...all right. [She looks over and up at Shepard, obviously more than a little embarrassed.] S...sorry for dragging you into all this.
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Asako's apology gets a shake of the head, regardless.] I've dealt with this sort of thing before; s' no big deal.
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Please don't try to do something like that again. Promise me.
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Promise.
[The word feels hollow, dry and dusty, but she isn't lying. Today was a complete failure in every way.
(Just like a fragment existing on its own.)
But if this is what it takes to keep things working, then - fine.]