Once bitten twice shy

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Characters: The Ψiioniic and YOU
Setting: hall on the 2nd floor of the dorms to start with, after that we can move elsewhere
Format: Prose preferred but I'll match you
Summary: Ψ is finally venturing out again
Warnings: Probably not but with the trolls you never know when it'll end in bloodshed and violence

It took a day or so before Ψiioniic was willing to venture out of his respite block again. Not that the room felt all that safe, considering Signless and Suzaku had attacked him in his sleep. Still safer than the rest of the tower, though.

When he did finally poke his head out, he was very wary and nervous, much as he had been when he'd first arrived in the tower. At least his had his powers firmly back under control, which made him feel a whole lot better about his ability to defend himself.

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Perhaps if she was actually a proper human, it would have been easier to answer his question. As it was, her own lack of experience made her hesitate even longer than she might otherwise have in answering that particular query. The one thing she could say fairly quickly in the meantime was, "No, no, it's okay, you don't have to apologize. It wasn't your fault." His observation was in keeping with hers, it was true; the people here were... considerably more physically affectionate than anyone she'd been used to being around before... although, come to think of it, she'd seen many a memory that did involve a lot more contact than she had ever personally experienced.

"I've noticed that some of the people here act that way, but-- I guess I'm just not used to it." She shook her head, still running through her woefully inadequate first-and-second-hand memories in search of a better answer. "I think... that it happened a lot more for most people in my world than it did for me." Not that that was a difficult feat to achieve. The more she thought about it, the more it appeared that it was a lot more common than she'd realized. Wishing she had a more definitive answer, she finally settled on, "So I'm not exactly the right person to ask... but I think that it depends on who you're talking to. Some people might do it a lot, and some people might not."

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"Yeah," Ψiioniic agreed fervently. "In my world, the only reathon most people would get that close to you ith to attack you. We're a pretty violent specieth as a whole. So I'm not really uthed to it, but it's kind of nice. Ath long as I keep reminding myself that they don't mean anything by it."

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It seemed like every new thing she learned about the trolls' world made it seem even more dangerous. Careful to keep from frowning, she focused instead on the rest of what he'd said. "It is kind of nice. But that's the hard part - remembering that it's okay." Even for her, with her probably much less unpleasant memories. It was true that she had an excuse for her reaction, but she still felt bad about it. "... I really am sorry about before. Did I upset you?"

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"No, I wath just worried I'd upset you," Ψiioniic assured her. "Maybe we can help each other get uthed to it, a little at a time. Are you okay? I wouldn't hurt you... barring the tower'th intervention," he added with a sigh.

It was almost unbearable that he couldn't make and hope to keep a promise like that. Knowing that HE could be turned against his friends was terrifying. As powerful as he was, he might blast them so far out of existence that they would never be able to come back.

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She let out a small, relieved sigh at the assurance, a faint smile appearing of its own accord. Good. At least, it was good that she hadn't upset him; the next thought made her mouth flatten out again, just a bit, because really, he needn't worry about upsetting her when she had no heart to be upset with. She wished she had the guts to say so just as much as she was glad that she didn't, because while she felt guilty about not saying anything, she was also afraid of what might happen if she did.

"Yes, I'm okay." There was a tiny, barely noticable pause, then she added, "You don't have to worry about upsetting me." It wasn't exactly a full confession, but it was something. "And... it's probably for the best that we both get used to it, so... okay." The touchy-feely types in the tower would probably get to her sooner or later, anyway. "I know you wouldn't hurt me." Of course, look where thinking like that had gotten her back in her own world; she hadn't expected DiZ to order her execution, either, but he'd never been nearly as kind to her as Ψiioniic had been. Despite his sigh at the last part, she smiled a little wider, and even though the smile had a touch more wryness to it but still managed to look encouraging as she'd intended it to. "I would understand if-- something like that happened. I wouldn't blame you." Or 'won't blame him', as the case might turn out to be.