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towerofanimus2013-10-04 09:55 pm
attheclocktower) wrote in towerofanimus2013-10-04 09:55 pm
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I'm walking on sunshine
Characters: Xion and the Tower
Setting: Meadow, Beach floor, around the Tower, Backdated to October 2nd-3rd with a locked thread on the 4th
Format: Whatever you like
Summary: Xion has gotten some really good news as of the 1st and therefore decides to say fuck you to the constant doom and gloom atmosphere of the Tower for a little while. Until she finds a friend has gone home.
Warnings: This is probably the most slice of life post I will ever make in this game so nothing much, save possibly the thread on the 4th
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Everywhere - Both days
[Despite all the unpleasantness that's been going on in the Tower of late, even with her death not too long ago, Xion is happy. Completely, unrestrainedly happy, and not even bothering to hide it. You might see her half-skipping down the hallways, or in one of her usual haunts. Or, if you're on the Blue team, you might see her going about her Bodyguarding task with gusto. The one exception to this is the Graveyard - she isn't doesn't want to think about sad things right now.
If she knows you - or even if she doesn't, she might say hello cheerfully has she passes. If you're a close friend she might actually hail you down. She's got some exciting news to share.]
Floor 62 - October 2nd
[The first period of time she spends to herself is... rather awe-filled and thoughtful. The first big bout of excitement is mostly over. And now... now she's sort of letting it sink in. By herself, because this was the kind of thinking that one needed to do by themselves. Talking it out was rather out of the question.
She probably didn't have time for this. Maybe. But it wasn't like there was much she knew for sure that they could do until they cracked the mystery of the collar fluid. Or maybe there was - Reno seemed to maybe have some ideas - but if he did, he hadn't said much about what they were yet, which limited what she could really do about it. And she'd never, never felt this happy before, anyway. Surely the Tower could give her a week to just... let the fact sink in that she Reno and Elena parents and Shion was her brother now?
And even if it couldn't, at least she had now.]
Floor 25 - October 3rd
[Another day's worth of reflection to herself sees Xion on the one outdoor floor that hasn't changed over to Autumn. Perhaps it's strange, but having an almost mindless task helps her sharpen her thoughts. And so she's weaving flowers together slowly as she thinks, braiding them together into a circle.
After several minutes of this, she lifts the flower crown delicately and places it on her head... and it falls to pieces. She sighs, picking up the pieces in her hands and frowning at them in puzzlement. She's not very good at this. Or maybe she's just too distracted to do a good job.]
Floor 1 - Both Days
[Xion ladles some of her pumpkin soup up with a spoon and lets it splash back down into the bowl, mouth twisting a little. Okay, even the happiness she felt couldn't completely override the fact that this month's menu left a lot to be desired.
Damn it, Ruana, she was sick of pumpkin after last October. Still, it's had a year to wear off and she's still in an overall good mood, so she'll stomach it. For now.]
Dorm hallways - October 4th (Locked tomidgarhorizon)
[But of course, nothing lasts forever. And three days is much less than the week Xion had been hoping for before the Tower brought reality back to the forefront in one of the harshest ways possible. After she's done... paying her respects, for lack of a better term, Xion makes her way back upstairs. It's at the door to her room that she pauses.
After last week she's really not in much mood to spend time - fleeting or extended - with her sole remaining roommate. But this is another thing, something else she needs to digest. To figure out. To deal with. She should have known. Should have figured. No bit of happiness in the Tower came without some kind of price. Should have realized, when she hadn't seen him during her turns as bodyguard for those working on the blue collar fluid. It was true, what she'd told Neal on the network earlier, it was really hard, someone leaving. Whether it was your last friend or one of many.
Her head lifts up slowly, a thought occurring to her. She'd gotten so used to dealing with this sort of thing on her own - had a bit of a tendency for it even back home, even before it felt like everyone had left and she'd been mostly alone. The inclination to try to do so again was strong, and yet... Did she really have to? He... he was her dad now. And - she realized with a jolt - he'd asked Yu to look after them.
He... he should know. Slowly, she turned away from her door, walked down to Reno's, and knocked.]
Setting: Meadow, Beach floor, around the Tower, Backdated to October 2nd-3rd with a locked thread on the 4th
Format: Whatever you like
Summary: Xion has gotten some really good news as of the 1st and therefore decides to say fuck you to the constant doom and gloom atmosphere of the Tower for a little while. Until she finds a friend has gone home.
Warnings: This is probably the most slice of life post I will ever make in this game so nothing much, save possibly the thread on the 4th
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Everywhere - Both days
[Despite all the unpleasantness that's been going on in the Tower of late, even with her death not too long ago, Xion is happy. Completely, unrestrainedly happy, and not even bothering to hide it. You might see her half-skipping down the hallways, or in one of her usual haunts. Or, if you're on the Blue team, you might see her going about her Bodyguarding task with gusto. The one exception to this is the Graveyard - she isn't doesn't want to think about sad things right now.
If she knows you - or even if she doesn't, she might say hello cheerfully has she passes. If you're a close friend she might actually hail you down. She's got some exciting news to share.]
Floor 62 - October 2nd
[The first period of time she spends to herself is... rather awe-filled and thoughtful. The first big bout of excitement is mostly over. And now... now she's sort of letting it sink in. By herself, because this was the kind of thinking that one needed to do by themselves. Talking it out was rather out of the question.
She probably didn't have time for this. Maybe. But it wasn't like there was much she knew for sure that they could do until they cracked the mystery of the collar fluid. Or maybe there was - Reno seemed to maybe have some ideas - but if he did, he hadn't said much about what they were yet, which limited what she could really do about it. And she'd never, never felt this happy before, anyway. Surely the Tower could give her a week to just... let the fact sink in that she Reno and Elena parents and Shion was her brother now?
And even if it couldn't, at least she had now.]
Floor 25 - October 3rd
[Another day's worth of reflection to herself sees Xion on the one outdoor floor that hasn't changed over to Autumn. Perhaps it's strange, but having an almost mindless task helps her sharpen her thoughts. And so she's weaving flowers together slowly as she thinks, braiding them together into a circle.
After several minutes of this, she lifts the flower crown delicately and places it on her head... and it falls to pieces. She sighs, picking up the pieces in her hands and frowning at them in puzzlement. She's not very good at this. Or maybe she's just too distracted to do a good job.]
Floor 1 - Both Days
[Xion ladles some of her pumpkin soup up with a spoon and lets it splash back down into the bowl, mouth twisting a little. Okay, even the happiness she felt couldn't completely override the fact that this month's menu left a lot to be desired.
Damn it, Ruana, she was sick of pumpkin after last October. Still, it's had a year to wear off and she's still in an overall good mood, so she'll stomach it. For now.]
Dorm hallways - October 4th (Locked to
midgarhorizon)[But of course, nothing lasts forever. And three days is much less than the week Xion had been hoping for before the Tower brought reality back to the forefront in one of the harshest ways possible. After she's done... paying her respects, for lack of a better term, Xion makes her way back upstairs. It's at the door to her room that she pauses.
After last week she's really not in much mood to spend time - fleeting or extended - with her sole remaining roommate. But this is another thing, something else she needs to digest. To figure out. To deal with. She should have known. Should have figured. No bit of happiness in the Tower came without some kind of price. Should have realized, when she hadn't seen him during her turns as bodyguard for those working on the blue collar fluid. It was true, what she'd told Neal on the network earlier, it was really hard, someone leaving. Whether it was your last friend or one of many.
Her head lifts up slowly, a thought occurring to her. She'd gotten so used to dealing with this sort of thing on her own - had a bit of a tendency for it even back home, even before it felt like everyone had left and she'd been mostly alone. The inclination to try to do so again was strong, and yet... Did she really have to? He... he was her dad now. And - she realized with a jolt - he'd asked Yu to look after them.
He... he should know. Slowly, she turned away from her door, walked down to Reno's, and knocked.]
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[A hand ruffles what little hair's sticking up over the bandana around his forehead.]
I'm sorry, kiddo.
[Because what else can he say? Lying was the last thing he wanted to do, and it'd be a long time before they could do anything to strike back. It just seemed that, whoever was in charge this month wanted to keep them from getting balanced.]
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He told me that you asked him to look out for us, the day we all went down to the admin levels.
[He'd been the only one she'd really tolerated and accepted it from, save Elena, who was an exception in her own right]
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[He reaches out to grab her by the elbows gently, not intending to harm, but to pull her away from the door so he could hug her.]
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However the moment Reno's hand closes around her elbow, Xion stiffens, then reacts, trying to jerk out of his grip.]
Don't-!
[Try as she might, she can't ignore the sudden flash, red lights, pain in her feet- No. This wasn't there. They were in the dorms, she was with Reno, everything was fine except it wasn't fine because Yu is gone and-
She shakes her head, trying to get rid of the sudden disorientation that gripped her, stumbling back against the door again.]
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What the hell?
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She's shaking, very slightly. Reaching a hand up, she covers her face with her hands, ashamed and mortified and upset.]
I'm sorry. I didn't-
[She hadn't meant to. She'd reacted without thinking. Or rather her entire thought process had been overridden by her need to react.]
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Xion, what happened to your elbow?
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I-It's nothing. There's nothing there.
[There's no visible wounds or injuries of any kind. Not on the elbow at least. And Xion's still kind baffled herself - she's never had that kind of a reaction before.]
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[This is where his powers of constant annoyance will come in use. Traumatic experiences can cause flinching, fear, memory flashbacks, and PTSD.]
What happened to your elbow?
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[The words come out as a mumble. Because really, her elbows weren't even the first part. Just one of the last moments she can remember with any real clarity. Jason holding her there, Yu's choked gasps as Jason-
No. She tries to force the thoughts away, but trying to not think of something means you're always aware of it, and it's all too easy for the forbidden memories and ideas to push their way back in.
She doesn't want to talk about this. She doesn't want to think about it. Slowly her eyes raise and she looks at Reno, fear and pleading in her gaze. Please don't make her. Please.]
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His forehead creases in a frown, even as he reaches out again to take both of her elbows.]
What happened?
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Before it had just been a flash, a flicker invading her mind. Now she's there, watching Jason choke the life out of her friend, dim red emergency lights everywhere, feeling the pain in her arm and her feet and she can't do anything-
She's struggling now, definitely, trying to break out of his grip, eyes closed tight. And the longer he holds on the more violent the struggles become, because this time she can fight back]
Let go!
[She's angry and frantic and terrified as she cries it. She has to get away, she has to-]
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It is never easy. Reliving pain and fear in flashbacks made it seem all the more real. He had gone through this before, but...]
Xion, answer me.
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She lashes out now, trying to hit a pressure point, or something, anything that just would make him let her arms go.]
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And down he goes slowly, eye twitching and his face is screwed up in a caricature of pain.
Congratulations, Xion, you've smashed him in the nuts.]
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Her feet and arm hurt, echoes of the pain from the scalpels that had embedded them. She can't run, she won't make it far but she has to try doesn't she... or... does she? She doesn't know anymore.
In the end she's only able to stumble as far away as her own door before she ends up sinking to the floor herself, arms wrapped around her middle, knees held up protectively as she can manage, head bowed and curled up against them.]
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She hit harder than Shion. Now that made both of them...]
Hey...
[Yeah, his voice is a little strained and he's still suffering, but this was important.]
Xion... snap out of it, kid.
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Just wish it hadn't been there.
He's dragging himself over to her now, crouching next to her.]
It was Jason, wasn't it? Talk about it, kid. It'll help... trust me.
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But...
Slowly, she nods in answer to his question. That at least, was easy enough to answer. It was the rest that was hard.]
Yu was there.
[Her voice is low, shaky. She laughs a little, given the whole topic that had started this conversation, a topic that had seemed to have been hours ago rather than minutes, though there was no humor in the laugh at all. As she continues she frequently starts and stops, as if each word costs her a great effort]
When we went down to the admin levels. Sheba was there too. Asch... didn't make it down. There were some others too, but...
[She swallows.]
Jason found us. I distracted him and we split up. Yu came with me, and we were running, but...
[But then Jason came after them. They'd known, they'd known this would be a possibility, and yet...]
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Reaching out, being careful not to touch her elbows, he pulls her into a hug, like he had originally meant to, but somehow got lost along the way.]
Yeah, I know... It's all right.
[He was trying so hard for them, and feeling like he's failing all the time now.]
They're just memories now.
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He actually managed to hit Jason. Yu did.
[They'd won their victories, some pretty good ones, too. It's just the bad was so bad sometimes it overwhelmed the good.]
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[An arm drops down on her other side, him getting between her and the wall.]
Go on. Let it out.
Sliiiiight cw
I told him to leave him alone. And... he did, sort of. I don't think Yu remembers dying.
[Because he'd been unconscious, and then he'd bled out so quickly after Jason had stabbed his throat... But as for her...
Her head shifts against him, looking down at herself.]
I'm a puppet. I didn't... I wouldn't have even thought I'd have anything in there.
[Inside her. Organs, and the like. Things for Jason to dissect and pull apart. Maybe was silly to not have realized, but she'd never really had to think about it before...]
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[Reno gets the message of what she's saying, the unspoken words and descriptions. He gave her a reassuring squeeze, then starts to stand up, taking her with him so he was carrying her.]
You're not a puppet.
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