[Ryoji doesn't know what to do. He doesn't want to stay. This whole conversation has been terrifying, and as selfish as it is, he wants to enjoy his birthday with the people he cares about. He and Diarmuid should leave, find something fun to do somewhere else.
At the same time, Gilles' words sound all too familiar to him. Knowing that he's sinned, having someone special forgive him even when he couldn't forgive himself... 'monster'. If Ryoji didn't know any better, he'd think Caster was talking about Ryoji instead of himself. Someone who shared similar insecurities and fears... maybe they were just a bit misunderstood. Maybe they were forced into evil deeds instead of willingly taking part in them. Ryoji wants to try to understand Gilles, maybe get him help...
Still, the ominous rings he still holds help him make his final decision.]
...You're not a monster, but... I'm sorry. I have to go.
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At the same time, Gilles' words sound all too familiar to him. Knowing that he's sinned, having someone special forgive him even when he couldn't forgive himself... 'monster'. If Ryoji didn't know any better, he'd think Caster was talking about Ryoji instead of himself. Someone who shared similar insecurities and fears... maybe they were just a bit misunderstood. Maybe they were forced into evil deeds instead of willingly taking part in them. Ryoji wants to try to understand Gilles, maybe get him help...
Still, the ominous rings he still holds help him make his final decision.]
...You're not a monster, but... I'm sorry. I have to go.