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Claudia Hortensia Kotomine [AU: Master] ([personal profile] sicharia) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2014-02-01 11:19 am

six.

Characters: Claudia Hortensia & OPEN
Setting: Floor 1 (or 48, 50, 101)
Format: Brackets preferred
Summary: Returning from her dead world
Warnings: TBA

[Waking up in the Tower again is—nice. Claudia wouldn't have ever thought she would find such a thing nice, but when she opens her eyes and finds herself in the dorm room, all she feels is a dim relief. It's been days—weeks?—since she's seen another living human being, and she thinks that if she had needed to stay on that planet any longer than she had, she would have gone insane.]

[...But she doesn't really have much response other than that. On her world, she had wandered like a ghost, but now that she's here again, she doesn't feel much differently than she did there. She doesn't know what she should feel or do. So, she just does what she would normally: get breakfast.]

[Really, heading down to the cafeteria is probably the most logical decision she could make, anyway. After more than a few days in that world, she lost track of time, and she's been here long enough to know she can likely tell how long she has been gone by what's being served there. This is quicker and simpler than trying to find someone she knows, then asking.]

[The selection of food makes it immediately clear what month it must be, and numbly, she thinks she couldn't have been gone too long, in that case. With the same shell-shocked detachedness that pervades her thoughts, she takes her pancakes and moves to find a place to sit, not as alert to her surroundings as she maybe should be.]

[Around meals, she'll linger here before and after she eats, as most of the people she would like to see now will have to pass through here at some point in the day. When she isn't in the cafeteria, she can be found performing her rounds in the graveyard or skulking around Floors 50 or 101.]
unhealing: (for all the fighting to die away)

[personal profile] unhealing 2014-03-02 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[When he moves to touch her face, she ducks her head aside. She shouldn't accept this much contact from him, she thinks, even as she fails to voice that objection in words.]

[When she answers his urging, her face remains turned downward.]


Well, that's— Obviously [her voice creaks], Risei would have been at the church, right? So I, I had to...

[An odd, broken little laugh bubbles up.]

[personal profile] god_damned 2014-03-02 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ah.

Slowly, his hand lowers from her face again.
]

I see.

[ Should hearing his father's name alone should rise some conflict in him, much less to realize: yes, he is gone; nothing but a corpse in a dead world. But... he does not feel sorrow. ]

That is all that could be done.
unhealing: (all the rubies in the world)

[personal profile] unhealing 2014-03-02 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[For a moment, she doesn't say anything. Then, there's a tiny, sharp sniff as she pulls one hand from his, lifting it to scrub at her eye.]

I'm—sorry...

[It's not an apology for anything in particular, or it's an apology for a lot of things at once.]

[personal profile] god_damned 2014-03-03 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
For what reason?

[ It's not a question meant to be reassuring, to imply how she has nothing to apologize before -- it is legitimate. He is genuinely unaware of why she would feel guilt.

He lets her pull away, and he does not push the matter.
]
unhealing: (i need to feel a little piece of heaven)

[personal profile] unhealing 2014-03-08 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. [When questioned directly, she draws a blank, but that does nothing to erase the guilt constricting her chest.] Maybe I shouldn't have said anything at all.