backdated to valentine's day | closed to lelouch and suzaku

[doasisay]

Characters: Lelouch doasisay and Suzaku swordofzero
Setting: Dorm floor 2; after Lelouch meets heartless!Rolo in the cafeteria on Feb 14th.
Format: Whatevs lulz
Summary: Lelouch escaped from Rolo and his knife skills, now he's trying to get back to his room or to find someone who can help him. First persom that would be? Suzaku. Unfortunately he's heartless too.
Warnings: Violence, wibbles, mean words, blood, tears, etc.

Escaping from Rolo wasn't an easy feat at all. In fact, he actually tried to knock his own brother out to get him to stop. Something was wrong and Lelouch wondered if others had also been affected by this. If they had...were they just attacking others? And what of the note on his collar? There's no way his actual heart had been stolen. His mind might have been altered... But why wasn't Lelouch affected? Had he not been chosen for this "game" or whatever it might be?

He didn't want to think about it anymore because it bothered him. Not only that, but the throbbing pain in his arm from the knife wound was also bothering him. He didn't realize it before, but Rolo had really done a number on him. Even with all of the small cuts from trying to get away from the other, they didn't hurt as much as the gash on his arm.

He was tired and he just wanted to rest and sleep. Maybe if he just locked himself in his room, he could figure something out later. He just...needed a rest...

Climbing up the stairs to his floor, he started to head to his room but stopped to lean on a wall. He was still breathing hard from running away. Lelouch almost felt silly...he came to a new place and still wasn't able to keep up with everyone. Maybe all of these weird thoughts were because he was in shock. And maybe he was also seeing things... Was someone coming towards him? Maybe not. He wasn't going to say anything as he lowered his head and closed his eyes tight.

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[doasisay]

"It wasn't on purpose! You weren't there! You don't know everything like you think you do, Suzaku!"

[swordofzero]

"Then that is just proof that you don't think." Suzaku shook his head, "You do things without even considering the consequences. Just like the Geass you cast on me."

[doasisay]

"You don't understand, that's what--" he paused, looking confused, "I haven't...what are you talking about?! I never used my geass on you because you were my friend! What happened with Euphemia was an accident. I couldn't control what I was doing. I wouldn't have done that to her... I cared for her, Suzaku. I was going to have her help me!"

[swordofzero]

"Yes you did." Suzaku looked surprised, wondering why he couldn't remember. But it wasn't enough to stem the anger, "Or don't you remember ordering me to live to save your own skin?"

[doasisay]

"...I never did that. You're making things up."

[swordofzero]

"Why can't you remember?" Suzaku was furious, and confused. How could he remember Euphemia but not what had happened when Schneizel had ordered him to hold Zero.

[doasisay]

"Because it never happened-- I've never used my geass on you! You're lying and wanting me to feel guilty about something that I've never done!" He glared, moving to shove the other, "Stop it, Suzaku! You're the one who lied and betrayed me!"

[swordofzero]

"Of course it happened." Suzaku screamed back, shoving Lelouch hard. "All you ever do is lie. Who is Zero but a master of lies?"

[doasisay]

"You don't know anything, Suzaku! You don't understand any--" He was pushed back hard, falling onto the floor. He just sat there, glaring up at the other.

[swordofzero]

"No it's you that doesn't understand anything." Suzaku told him angrily, glaring down at him from where he stood.

[doasisay]

"Shut-up and go away, Suzaku! You make me so angry every time I see your face! You sct like you've never done anything wrong. What i was doing was for the good of man kind and if you couldn't see that, then you're more of an idiot than I originally thought."

[swordofzero]

"You only ever acted for the good of you. And Nunnally." He shook his head, "You're the one who acts like they only worked for good, when they killed so many people."

[doasisay]

"I did it for the good of the entire world! Britannia needed to be stopped and no one else was going to stop them!"

He got up, minding his arm as he staggered a little when he got to his feet, "I did hurt a lot of people... And I hadn't meant to do that."

[swordofzero]

"You did." His eyes blazed, "You don't think about others, you don't see them as any more as pieces on a chessboard."

[doasisay]

"...I will admit that I have done that before. But it was all for a common goal!"

[swordofzero]

"A common goal doesn't help those who are dead, or those whose families are dead."

[doasisay]

"...You're right." He was trying to end this conversation as soon as he could. Suzaku wasn't in a nice mood and it was getting on his nerves.

[swordofzero]

"Is that all you have to say?" Suzaku sneered, "I'm right and all you did was for nothing."