Yes. [And he does agree completely. How many times since coming here has Diarmuid found himself thinking or talking about something that a servant usually doesn't have the time to think about? There was even a time when he wondered if maybe servants were summoned back unable to deal with certain things because they weren't meant to.
It seems that theory, at least, has been proven wrong.]
I guess I never thought about it that way. Me being mentally stronger, I mean, but you have to get mentally stronger here. It's the only way to survive with your sanity--or some part of it anyway--in one piece.
I wonder though...if he'd had the time, would he have changed and become stronger or would he have needed a breaking like what Kayneth did to me to make him finally realize there was more to him than just a knight?
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[And he does agree completely. How many times since coming here has Diarmuid found himself thinking or talking about something that a servant usually doesn't have the time to think about? There was even a time when he wondered if maybe servants were summoned back unable to deal with certain things because they weren't meant to.
It seems that theory, at least, has been proven wrong.]
I guess I never thought about it that way. Me being mentally stronger, I mean, but you have to get mentally stronger here. It's the only way to survive with your sanity--or some part of it anyway--in one piece.
I wonder though...if he'd had the time, would he have changed and become stronger or would he have needed a breaking like what Kayneth did to me to make him finally realize there was more to him than just a knight?