I don't know. [Waver visibly bristled at the mention before dismissing it.] Back then, I spent far too much time thinking about whether I could have been of more help to him. Wondering what I could have done had I not been a self-absorbed little shit.

[Lowering his head back onto his arms, Waver began to look far more tired mentally than he did physically.]

...Hypotheticals get old very quickly.