[Grainne sits back on the floor, angry now mixing in with the determination, stopped for the moment that yes, he may be right, but...
It's the 'but' that she is having trouble with.]
Other chances! Where I lose my memory of this time...
[Would it really be so bad about losing her memory now, after being through so much here?
Wait... that's it.]
I can't lose my memory otherwise I will lose him. I would.... I would not know what to say to him to make things right. Everything that happened here would be repeated...
I cannot go through that again...
[Her anger deflates a little, and then more quietly,]
...and perhaps even if I did remember it would make no difference.
[As soon as the words are out, she realizes then just who she is talking to. With an infuriated huff, she grabs at some of the herbs and stuffs them in her bag.]
I do not even know why I am telling you that. It is not as if you would care. He does not, so why would a stranger?
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[Grainne sits back on the floor, angry now mixing in with the determination, stopped for the moment that yes, he may be right, but...
It's the 'but' that she is having trouble with.]
Other chances! Where I lose my memory of this time...
[Would it really be so bad about losing her memory now, after being through so much here?
Wait... that's it.]
I can't lose my memory otherwise I will lose him. I would.... I would not know what to say to him to make things right. Everything that happened here would be repeated...
I cannot go through that again...
[Her anger deflates a little, and then more quietly,]
...and perhaps even if I did remember it would make no difference.
[As soon as the words are out, she realizes then just who she is talking to. With an infuriated huff, she grabs at some of the herbs and stuffs them in her bag.]
I do not even know why I am telling you that. It is not as if you would care. He does not, so why would a stranger?