The Dolorosa (
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A Sudden Recognition Of Unexpected Consequences.
Characters: The Dolorosa and YOU!
Setting: Room 1-01; an ill-fated attempt in the hallway; the infirmary
Format: Choose a setting and go for it!
Summary: Dolorosa wakes up to find that nothing makes sense and everything hurts.
Warnings: Crushing sadness, endless fussing, we'll edit if she can't avoid discussing more on the former.
Room 1-01; morning
[ She awakens slowly, uncomfortably. Her head is pounding and her body aches. The room is too bright and the last thing her eyes want to do is focus on that light, her head turning instinctively away from the window. It was only when she registered that it was, in fact, a window that she found reason to be bothered. What new torture could this be, to try to force the sunlight upon them?
She jerks herself up onto an elbow, and every muscle in her body tells her this was a bad idea. t was only then that she realized that she wasn't alone. ]
Hallway; an hour or so later (locked to The Disciple)
[ If she's learned any one thing from the dizzying orientation of her new residence, it's that she needs to eat. She's not sure exactly what "oatmeal" is, but she hopes it goes easily. She isn't sure what she'd be capable of keeping down just now.
Nonetheless, she dragged herself along the hall, but her legs felt weak and her knees like they might explode, so she got little further than outside the door before she had to start leaning against the wall. She'd have to see how far she could get this way. ]
Infirmary; basically whenever you want?
[ She's uncomfortable being so served. The bed was relaxing, and the care much needed, but she can't help feeling unsettled by the entire situation. She'd much rather be up and about, doing what she can here for them. She's got a lot of gratitude to balance out, but her legs wouldn't be able to carry her if she tried to do anything about it.
It's a very frustrating scenario, she hates being such a burden, but she wouldn't want anyone to think she's grumpy, either. Not when they're doing so much for her. ]
Setting: Room 1-01; an ill-fated attempt in the hallway; the infirmary
Format: Choose a setting and go for it!
Summary: Dolorosa wakes up to find that nothing makes sense and everything hurts.
Warnings: Crushing sadness, endless fussing, we'll edit if she can't avoid discussing more on the former.
Room 1-01; morning
[ She awakens slowly, uncomfortably. Her head is pounding and her body aches. The room is too bright and the last thing her eyes want to do is focus on that light, her head turning instinctively away from the window. It was only when she registered that it was, in fact, a window that she found reason to be bothered. What new torture could this be, to try to force the sunlight upon them?
She jerks herself up onto an elbow, and every muscle in her body tells her this was a bad idea. t was only then that she realized that she wasn't alone. ]
Hallway; an hour or so later (locked to The Disciple)
[ If she's learned any one thing from the dizzying orientation of her new residence, it's that she needs to eat. She's not sure exactly what "oatmeal" is, but she hopes it goes easily. She isn't sure what she'd be capable of keeping down just now.
Nonetheless, she dragged herself along the hall, but her legs felt weak and her knees like they might explode, so she got little further than outside the door before she had to start leaning against the wall. She'd have to see how far she could get this way. ]
Infirmary; basically whenever you want?
[ She's uncomfortable being so served. The bed was relaxing, and the care much needed, but she can't help feeling unsettled by the entire situation. She'd much rather be up and about, doing what she can here for them. She's got a lot of gratitude to balance out, but her legs wouldn't be able to carry her if she tried to do anything about it.
It's a very frustrating scenario, she hates being such a burden, but she wouldn't want anyone to think she's grumpy, either. Not when they're doing so much for her. ]
Hallway!
Dolorosa! I've mis-- [Her eyes take in her state.] What happened to you?
[She's going to try to help her stand.]
SORRY IT'S SO LATE
Her eyes can't open any wider, this is just one more Big Surprise she hadn't expected! ]
Y-you! They said...our whole word was, but--
[ She throws her arms around The Disciple and clings to her tightly. ]
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I don't know it they're telling the truth about it. Signless said they weren't. Oh Dolorosa, I thought I would never see you again after- I'm so sorry.
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I--I'd become almost certain... [ Deep breaths, come on. ] Don't apologize, there's no need.
[ She moves herself away a little to look The Disciple in the eye, and despite her best efforts, her cheeks are stained with tears. But still, she manages a smile, as this remains a pleasant reunion, no matter that their separation had been so vastly otherwise. If only she had the emotional fortitude to say all that right now.
Instead, all Disciple will get is: ] Your presence now means more than I can properly describe.
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I wish this tower were a better place so that our meeting would be so... [She shakes her head.]
You must go to the infirmary. You're in awful shape. What have they done to you?
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[ Her other moves to the floor to bring herself back to her feet, but it isn't a task so easily accomplished. ]
But should you insist that I pay visit to such a location, then I'll ask only that you direct me to such. I will, however, be greatly appreciative of your company on the journey, and perhaps you can share with me the details of how you also came to arrive in such a place.
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I'll go with you, of course. I haven't been here all that long. Signless and Psionic have been here longer than I.
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Infirmary
Dolorotha! You're HERE! [Have a hovering Ψiioniic, totally unsure of whether he should throw himself at her in a hug like a wriggler or hold back and be the mature one.]
gosh this is embarrassingly late i'm sorry
She spreads her hands wide and offers a smile. ]
Do you intend to simply levitate in that position indefinitely, Ψiioniic, or will you take a greater degree of debate to approach further?
No worries! I tend to be slow, too
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She hadn't learned exactly what had become of him, herself, and that always worried her. She expected that he might've come into similar circumstances as herself, but such perils were too ghastly to be imagined for long.
Eventually, the strength necessary to keep her arms extended, and she has to let them rest again. ]
I've had to wait so many long sweeps already, must you force me to practice longer in my patience?
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He's lost a lot of weight too, which is saying something considering he was always underfed. He might be crying, just a little, a slow trickle of watery yellow from his eyes.] D-doeth SS know you're here?
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But something still bothers her. ] How much of our eventual fates are you, at present, aware of?
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Room 1-01
When the Dolorosa awoke, she looked up from her books and gave her a smile.]
Hello, miss!
sorry i didn't get to this sooner!
Her small request seemed almost paltry now, but skin like that seemed so much likely to burn! ]
The window, little one, the sunlight's breaching the glass! I can't expect it to filter so effectively as to render that harmless.
no worries! <3
There! Better? I am sure we can get it fixed better if you want later.
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It's with a mixture of tension and curiosity that she watches Echidna block the window. Not only the girl's strange lack of discomfort in the sunlight, but also that she did not move as one afflicted. Dolorosa had seen few in their position move with such ease without the threat of the irons behind them, especially one so young. Usually they would try to break them quickly at that age, but perhaps she'd acquired some favor with their masters. An unfortunate position for such a girl to have to take, but surely the alternative must be worse. ]
I pray you'll forgive me, I hope, should my concern be misplaced, but you suffer no discomfort when met with the light?
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[She folded her hands behind her back and rocked back and forth on her heels a bit as she smiled.]
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Really, she'd much rather be incorrect, such a lovely girl shouldn't need suffer such ghastly circumstances. She offers Echidna a weak smile. ]
I...I hope you'll excuse what is sure to be a terribly rude question, but I couldn't help but notice your lack of horns and-- If it's due to uncomfortable circumstances, then I don't wish to pry...
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Mother!
[He almost never calls her that, but as he rushes to her side, terrified of what he might see, he isn't conscious of that or trying to seem strong and independent at all, as he is often wont to do. He hovers over her worriedly, still dressed in pale blue scrubs that are dyed crimson with some poor human's blood]
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She doesn't care if the doctors told her not to move too much, she doesn't care how many tubes get thrown into disarray or torn out of her arms, she is getting out of this bed right this instant and throwing her arms around her son. Of course, that doesn't really...work for long, and she ends up falling back against the bed, dragging him along with her. ]
Signless! My little Starling, you're alive!
[ She places her long, thin fingers on his cheeks to get a good look at him. It's been so long since she'd seen his face, she was almost afraid she'd forget it. She's a mess of pale green tears as she draws him back in and touches his cheeks against hers. ]
Oh, my blessed child... It's really you, isn't it?
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God, she looks awful. Wasted and bleeding, and once again it's all his fault.
She's not the only one shedding tears as he buries his face against her]
I'm fine...I'm fucking fine. Fuck...what did they do to you?
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Not--Nothing that cannot be overcome. [ Maybe not entirely accurate. ] The one thing that was taken that could not be returned I have already regained.
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I'm sorry...I'm sorry. All of you have suffered so fucking much over me, and I... I haven't even gotten that far.
[He can't help but feel guilty. As if maybe if he'd experienced his own suffering on the Punishment Gibbet, it would be more fair. Instead he has to see his lusus, hurt, his matesprit, all but feral, his best friend, enslaved. And all for him]
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She stops fussing, trying to calm herself to properly face this sobering fact. ]
Yet you...you've been informed of such events already? That seems itself a sort of cruelty greater than you deserve.
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