caliginous: [ used with permission ] (♋ AND IT GOES LIKE THIS)
yet another bin bons ([personal profile] caliginous) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2012-06-26 02:13 pm

No longer Infighting

Characters: Karkat Vantas (AU) and YOU
Setting: Any floor
Format: Action tags pls
Summary: Karkat's back in the tower, but he's short circuiting just a bit thanks to his traumatizing death experience.
Warnings: Usual Karkat warnings apply.

[Karkat doesn't work well with impossible geometry. The cerulean was firmly grounded in his own head, and anything screwing with his perception of things like what's solid and what's liquid would be enough to screw with his sanity. Couple that experience on top of being crushed in a tube with five other people and you have a recipe for one trembling adolescent alien trying to keep it together with his major emotional support still stuck fighting for her life inside the pods.

The young troll's fangs, often only visible when he was smirking, set to chewing apart his lower lip. Its not clear how he's managed to get himself to this floor or room, because he seems pretty intent on staying perfectly still, as if he was afraid the floor was going to drop out beneath him. Its hard to trust people around you when a group of them had willingly sent you to your death, so anyone that happens to approach him will find that they don't have a chance to sneak up on him. They will have his attention immediately.]
chronomancer: (♒ but my smile still stays on)

[personal profile] chronomancer 2012-07-03 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Eridan passes air through his fangs in surprise, wobbling a little as the temporary calm settles in his mind.

Wow.

Wow.

Is this what not being a fucking failure feels like? Because it doesn't last long. About as long as it takes Karkat to start laughing. Eridan frowns, taking a tentative step forward.]

...that's not really a surprise and everyone's pretty much aware of it.

[The deadpan is delivered with a flair of wry resignation and another big scoop of worry. The self-loathing is too well used to stir at such a small thing. Instead, the worry grows.]

Kar. What the fuck did you just do?
chronomancer: (♒ inside my heart is breaking)

[personal profile] chronomancer 2012-07-03 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Eridan's breathing hitches unpleasantly as he finds his personal space full of Karkat. Eridan is always naturally nervous when people invade his personal space. There's always reflex anxiety and fear that makes him stiff as a board when that happens, because he grew up in the desert and the only thing that gets that close to you in the desert is the fucker trying to eat your goddamn brain.

Which is ironically rather apt, in his current situation, but he's too busy panicking and trying not to crumble into a shivering wreck to point it out, never mind voicing it.

He flinches at that last line, and that makes the selfloathing shudder a little, as if to wake up. Yes, yes, he is. He's a fucking emotional wreck. A fucking useless shitstain usually too busy having feelings to do shit right. Fuck, how many times did he fuck up because he let his emotions get the best of him? How many times, Christ, did an entire timeline had to die because he sucked and was having a moment?

He swallowed hard against Karkat's claw, frozen in place.]

...I'm sorry.

[And he was, oh god, he was. He was always so sorry. About everything, about himself. He's sorry, but sorry doesn't make it better and oh, oh, there it was. Perhaps because this was Karkat, and Eridan had always had mixed feelings - awe, fear, wistfulness, concern - about him, but the blow of self-loathing that rose in him nearly made him lose his footing. And he felt guilty about it, realizing who he was dealing with and how very much he needed to get the fuck away, except the self-loathing ate up that guilt and left only the burning, pitch black hatred flooding from his very bones. He only managed a very soft, very hoarse croak:]

I should go.
chronomancer: (♒ abandoned places)

[personal profile] chronomancer 2012-07-03 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Yeah that touch only manages to make him bare his fangs, which are essentially every single teeth he possesses, on sheer reflex. The uncomfortable unease at being touched heightens tenfold at the words. Oh goodie, yes, give his self-loathing more to gnaw at him about.]

...Kar. Karkat, please.

[Oh, and the fear. MAN, the fear is awesome. It's basically never ending.]
Edited (um wow, no porn icons in the tower, nope) 2012-07-03 06:50 (UTC)
chronomancer: (♒ what are we living for)

[personal profile] chronomancer 2012-07-03 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
[It's okay, it phases him. Eridan sways very slowly, swallowing hard.]

...what do you want from me?

[Panicking, definitely fucking panicking. Yay.]
chronomancer: (♒ i guess we know the score)

[personal profile] chronomancer 2012-07-03 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[NOPE. lol, seriously, NOPE. Cannot handle this. Will just be making a sound that vaguely resembles "DURRRRRRR" and kind of BSoD at you, Karkat.

Good fucking job.]
chronomancer: (♒ what are we living for)

[personal profile] chronomancer 2012-07-03 08:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Eridan let out the beginning of a small shriek, before he collapsed on the floor.

Sweet dreams, ha, more like another round of nightmares.

Fucker.]