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argonCharybdis ♌ Nepeta Leijon ([personal profile] argoncharybdis) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2012-08-17 09:26 pm

[CLOSED] A Friend In Need

Characters: Nepeta and Equius
Setting: Lower floors.
Format: Will match whatever~
Summary: Moirail is in need!
Warnings: All the feels. Anything else shall be added :3



[A pile had been made. Yes, a pile, of a random assortment of items. Anything from trinkets left behind to pieces of the Tower laying about. All of these things were brought to make this pile. It was her small attempt at helping with a physical barrier, what with the monsters running around and all.]

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[personal profile] geometry 2012-08-18 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[...Oh. A pile.]

[This was Equius' first time past the infirmary since... well, since JStri and the others carried his and Tavros' weeping asses down. He was armed with every weapon he had brought down, which granted was not much, but it was a bow and sheath of arrows and he was perfectly alright with that. He found an impediment to his progress in the library, though.]

[At first, the blatant disregard of simple cleanliness made his skin crawl, but he soon noticed a certain Tyrian girl entering again with an armful of miscellaneous crap.]


Nepeta? What is this?
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[personal profile] geometry 2012-08-18 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Barriers... barriers don't work that way, Nepeta.

[He approaches the pile and looks down at it, then glances back up at her. Funny she should ask, he... had been looking for her all over the place on the bottom floor. Only when he did not find her there was when he started moving upwards; not necessarily to find Nepeta, but to find someplace where everyone was not so cramped together.]

I... no. Not really.
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[personal profile] geometry 2012-08-18 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Equius sighs. A lot of things are wrong, Nepeta. A lot of things that Equius is not even remotely capable of expressing properly. But he's dug himself into this and he has to get out. And besides, if he can't tell Nepeta, who can he tell?]

[Instead of launching straight into the giant explanation, though, he looks down at the pile.]
...I think we may have to utilize this.
geometry: <lj user=murkrows> (Unsure ♐ This is a dream.)

No worries. ouo

[personal profile] geometry 2012-08-18 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
[It was significantly harder for Equius to 'make himself comfy' on the pile, due to it being... well, a pile. Piles are not for lying on, piles are for cleaning up. But he makes a valiant effort to get situated anyway, and that's all that matters.]

Well, a lot has happened. And I...

[Why is he pausing? He should not be pausing. There's no reason to be ashamed of saying it out loud.]

...and I'm scared and I don't know what to do about any of it. Oh god. [...That felt good. That felt very good.]
geometry: <lj user=murkrows> (> Equius: Run.)

sob

[personal profile] geometry 2012-08-18 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well, technically, everything could be scaring him so much, due to being a horrible terror mcscaredypants. But that's not the point here.]

I... Gamzee. About Gamzee.

He's not our Gamzee. He's an indigo. And...

[And so begins a long, very panicked rant on the events that had transpired with Gamzee recently. In short, it was this conversation, the days spent afterward being a total recluse due to paranoia, and finally what happened while huddled in a ball on the galaxy floor -- Gamzee finding and killing him for real. And then WHALE happened, and this came with it. So yeah, he really wasn't having a very good couple of weeks, and it shows; his voice fluctuates pitch rapidly over the course of the conversation, and by the end he's turned away from Nepeta and attempting to curl up into a ball again.]

[...Abruptly, after his monologue has ended, Equius turns back around and looks at her. He seems to have some trouble getting the words out.]


A-a-and in case that wasn't enough, Eridan-- Eridan's been, oh god, he's trying to... [He covers his face with his hands, and speaks through them.] ...redflirt with me, Nepeta. I mean, he's mocking me, obviously, but oh god... He knows I don't...

["...take romantic situations well." And he doesn't. Nepeta might not have realized this because of the screen between them when their moirallegiance was started, but he's an absolute mess at even the slightest quadrant-related provocation.]
Edited 2012-08-18 21:22 (UTC)
geometry: <lj user=murkrows> (Cower ♐ as I stare and stare.)

Equius life is best life, of course.

[personal profile] geometry 2012-08-19 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[He completely welcomed her hands on his shoulders. He'd have to be insane not to. (That was definitely a possibility to look into, though.) It didn't hit him until now just how much he'd been keeping this to himself; normally it's just a... thing he does, because there's no reason that anyone else should need to know about his less-than-desirable circumstances. But it was still very hard to say that he didn't feel a little bit better now that the one person he trusted more than everyone else was with him in the knowledge. Of course Nepeta wouldn't tell anyone, she respected privacy; it was just a moirail thing now.]

[That's what it really ought to have been from the get-go. A moirail thing. But of course, there had been no moirail at the get-go, and it became just a 'him' thing; an Equius thing. True to form, as an Equius thing it never learned to sit down quietly as it was supposed to, and once again he became quite aware of how much he needed this girl. This girl who was... somehow still smiling. It didn't take much to figure out that it was by no means a happy smile, but... wow. Even in his mid-jam frenzy state of mind, Equius had to be a little bit impressed by that. She was still smiling. She still wanted to make him feel better, even after listening to him ramble like a crazy person (again with the insanity!) about how much of a fuck-up he was. That was dedication, right there. And if there was ever any doubt that he would extend the same dedication to her in her time of need, it was now gone.]

[Still, he had to ask the one question that he hated more than any other. It was always the first thing to pop up in his mind. Always.]
...How? [How was she going to approach Eridan? How was she-- oh god-- how was she going to approach Gamzee? Could she win against him in a fight? Equius had no idea. She couldn't rack up a wanton death count just because of him. And if she got Gamzee mad enough, then he would certainly be going after her more than once.]

[Wow, character relations sure are complicated. And now that he can think a little bit straighter, Equius is really beginning to regret he ever got into this mess in the first place. It's so much easier to... to go hide. Hide in a hole and get eaten by the WHALE and never, ever, ever come out.]

[Subconsciously, he dug himself deeper into the pile of miscellanea.]
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The whole Tower is so lucky for the great lives they lead.

[personal profile] geometry 2012-08-21 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
...Okay.

[Wow, that was easy.]

[It's so much easier to actually believe it when he's talking to Nepeta, somehow. For anyone else that answer would not be acceptable and he'd continue to badger them about it, even in his state of hysterics. But Nepeta... no, just her word was enough. Because Nepeta never went back on her word. Not to mention, she was just so good at everything that it was obvious she could overcome this too. She'd topple both problems with ease, just like everything else.]

[He shuffles around in the pile, never taking his eyes off her.]
...Thanks.
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[personal profile] geometry 2012-08-22 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. As would I for you. [Not that he can really... do much, worthless bundle of nerves that he is. But what he is capable of, Nepeta is welcome to!!]