00110011 | And so I cried my pain and sorrow [Action]

[cutestprogrammer]

Characters: Chihiro Fujisaki and YOU!
Setting: On 17th October (the day his boyfriend, Mondo dies); Dorm hallways; Daytime
Format: Both styles are fine~
Summary: Mondo dies because he's been giving his candy away, mostly to Chihiro. Chihiro feels guilty about being alive at the cost of Mondo's life and thinks about giving up on his candy search... Help him find the will to live on?
Warnings: Suicidal thoughts?

Here is Chihiro dressed just like Mondo, pompadour, gang jacket (Though he has his all buttoned up so you still can't really tell his gender.) and all, though he also has floppy, brown bunny ears and a matching fluffy tail.

Chihiro sits on the ground of one of the dormitory hallways, his hands covering his face as he sobs as quietly as he can manage. His small body shakes with grief. Mondo is dead. Mondo is dead because of him... If he hadn't taken Mondo's candy... But his boyfriend had insisted on giving him the candy, saying this was part of protecting him....

Chihiro hates himself so much right now. He hates himself for being so powerless physically. He glances over at his bucket. He doesn't feel like collecting any candy at all today. Maybe he should just give up on collecting them. Dying isn't so bad, is it?

Comments

[cutestprogrammer]

What are your other mommy and your daddy like then?

[terreifying]

They're very nice and very smart people. Daddy works with the military and he's very good at keeping an eye on me, my seven sisters, and my brother. He's also a good gamemaster for when we play roleplaying games. Mommy is a scientist and works a lot on our EVAs. She knows how to cook and how to clean and no matter how busy she is, she always has the time to have fun with all of us.

[She misses them and she knows they would miss her. But they'd be proud as well. After all, how many parents can say their child fell in the line of duty fighting God?]

[cutestprogrammer]

I see. They both sound really nice. So... there are 9 children in your family? Are you one of the older ones or the younger ones?

[terreifying]

They are really nice. I'll introduce you if they ever come over here. My family is ten kids if you count Ichi, but I'm either second or third oldest. Shinji is definitely the big brother.

[cutestprogrammer]

10! I see... Do they all have two mommies as well, like you?

[terreifying]

Some of them do. Shinji and Ichi have just one Mommy, though.

[cutestprogrammer]

Oh... [he wonders why that is, but figures it would be rude to ask.] Are any of your siblings here with you?

[terreifying]

No. But I'm waiting for them! If it's anyone who can kick reason to the curb and survive the death of a universe, it's them!

[cutestprogrammer]

[he laughs a little] I hope you do see them again then.

Ah, I don't think I got your name yet. I'm Chihiro Fujisaki.

[terreifying]

Glad to meet you, Chihiro. You wanna come kill a monster with me to celebrate our meeting?

[cutestprogrammer]

K-Kill...? But-but... I don't know how to and I... I don't really feel comfortable doing so... I'm sorry...

[terreifying]

It's okay!

[She might need to blackmail this kid into joining her later, but right now, she'll let him be.]

If you ever wanna learn, just come find me and I'll show you how to fight a monster.

[cutestprogrammer]

Mn. Alright!

Do you use any weapons though to fight them...? [he's not sure he can do the whole bare handed combat thing...]

[terreifying]

Nope! But my friends brought along whatever they could find.

[cutestprogrammer]

Your friends? What did they bring?

[terreifying]

Oh, stuff like baseball bats, or knives. Or sometimes they can use their backpacks.

[cutestprogrammer]

I see... eh? Backpacks? You... you can kill monsters with backpacks??

[terreifying]

If you hit them hard enough in the right places with it.

[cutestprogrammer]

Really?? ... is it hard to learn how to do that?