Dealing wiht the aftermath of it all [Open]

[colorfulbrilliance]

Characters: Meiling and anyone who finds her
Location: Dorms- 5-18
Summary: Reacting to what has been learned, Someone is trying to re-center herself..and not doing a very good job at it
Warnings: Flying objects?


If one was looking for Meiling, they would not find her in any of her normal spots. She didn't want to be found anytime soon. She knew someone would find her eventually but for now, she was safe to just let go. She had seen the video on the network and had enough for the moment. So she went to hide and be alone for the moment.

She closed the door behind her and stood in the center, letting out a scream and let her mind just fall into the emotions that she had been holding back. Sadness at losing Vanellope, wishing she could have said goodbye to the little girl, Rage at what had been seen when they went into the elevator and dealt with it all, Fear and Pain at what Jason put Feferi, Gamzee, Tavros and herself when they got caught and then the fear at that video just now.

Her body went into the motions of fighting, punching the walls, throwing the empty trunks and then after all was said and down, sliding into the far corner of the room, just curled up with her knees to her chest. Her hat is laying on one of the beds, fallen off during her moment of mindless movement. Face hidden, she is silently crying, just unsure of how to take this all now. One things she knew for sure..she needed to calm down and get back to her friends and family, show them she was okay....even if inside she was not. She needed to be strong and protect them from this news...however she could.

If that door were to open, she would never notice...but she didn't expect anyone to find her..so why even pay attention to it....?

Comments

[wrigurun]

[Seeing Meiling force herself to smile like that almost made her tear up again. She took another few steps but stopped dead in her tracks at the quiet voice]

What do you mean...? Meiling, what's going on?

[colorfulbrilliance]

[She takes a deep breath, trying to at least calm herself. She could see Wriggle was upset and her being as well would not help matters. She reaches out with one arm. It looked to her like the bug needed a hug.]

Come over here with me..It'll be out soon but...

[wrigurun]

[Wriggle looked at her anxiously and then around the rest of the room. It was only occurring now to her that it had been completely trashed. At first she seemed hesitant, apparently ignoring Meiling in favour of shuffling over to the bed where her hat had dropped. Gingerly she reached out and picked it up before stepping back over the Meiling. Kneeling besides her, Wriggle wrapped both arms around her tightly and buried her head in her shoulder, taking a slightly shuddering breath and she tried to remain calm too]

We're not gonna be okay, are we...

[colorfulbrilliance]

[Meiling just hugs Wriggle tightly, staying quiet for a moment. This already was turning out bad but she wasn't going to let it continue this way.]

we will be fine...We will all be okay. We just have to watch out for each other more then before. We will survive Wriggle..I promise.

[She does not sound so sure but she's trying very hard to sound reassuring. She had to push the fear aside any moment of fear was another moment that somthing could happen.]

Even if I have to make sure of it myself...

[wrigurun]

[She wasn't really sure what to make of that last part. No matter what happened she didn't want Meiling to get hurt either. If anyone was going to be making sacrifices it should be her, but she wasn't sure if she could really do anything of worth]

Of course we'll survive, we can't die here, you know? But I don't want to keep living in a place like this...

[Wriggle draws back and carefully puts the hat back on Meiling's head, adjusting it slightly so it's straight. It seemed odd to see her without it somehow]

So so late, Distracted like whoa

[colorfulbrilliance]

We won't live here forever. We will get out of here and find our way back home.

[Meiling smiles softly and is still for Wriggle to put her hat on her head.]

We just have to watch out...Death is run by Jason..and he...

[She stops for a moment, taking a moment to keep her composure. This had to be said, even though the memory of it is unpleasant and something she wished she could forget]

He messes with our souls....Please be careful]

[wrigurun]

[Wriggle watched her with a sense of anxiety. There were obviously forces at work that she didn't understand]

What... What do you mean? Who's Jason?

Sorry about this being so late >.<

[colorfulbrilliance]

He's one of the people running this place. He deals with us after we die and rebuilds us.

[She sighs a little bit. Her main moment of panic and fear is slowly fading from her. She's still scared about everything but....She could handle it]

He caught myself and the three others I was with and we got put through the entire thing.

[wrigurun]

[She can hear the words just fine, although she seems to have trouble fully comprehending them]

Captured who? Meiling, what happened to you? Please tell me...