Dealing wiht the aftermath of it all [Open]

[colorfulbrilliance]

Characters: Meiling and anyone who finds her
Location: Dorms- 5-18
Summary: Reacting to what has been learned, Someone is trying to re-center herself..and not doing a very good job at it
Warnings: Flying objects?


If one was looking for Meiling, they would not find her in any of her normal spots. She didn't want to be found anytime soon. She knew someone would find her eventually but for now, she was safe to just let go. She had seen the video on the network and had enough for the moment. So she went to hide and be alone for the moment.

She closed the door behind her and stood in the center, letting out a scream and let her mind just fall into the emotions that she had been holding back. Sadness at losing Vanellope, wishing she could have said goodbye to the little girl, Rage at what had been seen when they went into the elevator and dealt with it all, Fear and Pain at what Jason put Feferi, Gamzee, Tavros and herself when they got caught and then the fear at that video just now.

Her body went into the motions of fighting, punching the walls, throwing the empty trunks and then after all was said and down, sliding into the far corner of the room, just curled up with her knees to her chest. Her hat is laying on one of the beds, fallen off during her moment of mindless movement. Face hidden, she is silently crying, just unsure of how to take this all now. One things she knew for sure..she needed to calm down and get back to her friends and family, show them she was okay....even if inside she was not. She needed to be strong and protect them from this news...however she could.

If that door were to open, she would never notice...but she didn't expect anyone to find her..so why even pay attention to it....?

Comments

[red_tea]

So you don't have to worry. [ She says this firmly, even if her voice is not as gentle due to the present circumstances. ] If you're never not you, I'll let you know. [ Thought knives, probably. ] ....I expect the same from you.

[colorfulbrilliance]

[She is quiet, not really responding before nodding a bit. She takes a deep breath, which seems to help with her expression, it's slowly fading into a somewhat calm look. There would be some fear there for some time but...]

Thank you...I will make sure of that.

[Although she isn't completely sure she'd be able to do so right away...or how. She still would make sure of it.]

[red_tea]

But.... [ A pause. ] What you found out is important. Do you know how many others would have known this? [ She wonders if this information should be shared. Maybe she'll share it with Eiki. ]

[colorfulbrilliance]

We were a team of five. Myself, Gamzee, Tavros and Feferi all went through it...I don't know if they have told anyone else or not.

[Because again, she took off the moment she was able to move. She needed to check with them at some point...Once she was called down enough to leave this room maybe...]

I should go and talk to them...Make sure they are alright as well.

[red_tea]

Perhaps this information should be shared with others who are here. [ A pause. Although having said that, she's no quite sure. A head maid she may be, but she's not a leader-- she doesn't know what exactly to do in these situations. ]