destructiveprinciple: for all my sweat my blood runs weak (☠ and I fucked it all away)
αveɴɢer (アヴェンジャー) ([personal profile] destructiveprinciple) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2013-07-14 12:04 pm

☠ 005 | you said we were born with nothing

Characters: Avenger, 'Shirou' and OPEN to all.
Setting: The graveyard on the forty-eighth floor and the hundredth floor.
Format: The exact opposite of Kotomine Kirei's lovingly composed monologues.
Summary: 'Shirou,' on his way down to the cafeteria to do his regular job, comes across the evidence of Rin's departure, and also Archer's disappearance as well. He's not happy.
Warnings: Typical fare for the Tower of Animus such as mentions of death, the destruction of worlds, and sadness.

[ SCENARIO A || FLOOR 48: OUTSIDE ]
[ This was a floor of pointless mausoleums, open graves, and fields of unattended gravestones. Some of the names littered on the headstones he recognized and knew—llya, Sakura, himself. He came by here every morning on his way down to the cafeteria to see them, and that routine never varied. 'Shirou' didn't leave flowers at their graves; it seemed a paltry gesture for failure to keep them safe and well. So, normally he would stand there and talk a little about random things. Saber, the food being a lie, what information they had found out, a video game he'd played in the media room.

But when he came down this morning, there was an unexpected new name among the graves.

Matou Rin
, carved into the stone like it meant nothing at all. Like it didn't mean the magus was now in terrible danger, from Ruana's power-sapping to supply the Tower now that the power cores were running out. Like it didn't mean there was now another girl roaming the desolate, destroyed land of the world she came from like so many others. Like it didn't mean another failure.

His knees suddenly seemed too weak to hold him up, and he sat down hard on his rear in front of the gravemarker, one small slab of stone with a polished surface and scratched edges in the lines of gravemarkers stretching out like small, gray pittances. Shirou sat there and rebuked himself, feeling hollow as he thought about Rin, wandering alone in the ruined landscape of her world. And also thought more angry thoughts about how he was going to make the administrators pay for this injustice.

And that's how any nearby passerby's will find the teenager.
]



[ SCENARIO B || FLOOR 100: THE HOLOGRAM ]
[ For those of you who don't give a shit about 'Shirou's little episode of upset—a Servant is slowly pacing about this floor, late within the depths of night. He seems to be vaguely confused.

His back is turned towards the staircase, his face turned away from it. It looks like he's trying to figure something out;
]

—Mm?
lightofhumanity: (Back Turned)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-23 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
However..perhaps if you think about why he is different, you will not hate him as much.
heroicprinciple: sink down to the beginning to what lies (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-23 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)


I don't hate him. [ He felt that clarification was important to make. ]

I just can't stand him. I know why he's different from me too, so it's only more impossible for us to accept each other without fighting.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is feeling melancholy. (pondering)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-24 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
[..It really was odd talking to people without peeking in their heads sometimes..but making small mistakes like this made him feel a bit more human. chaos wasn't quite sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing.]

I see. I can understand that position very well. However..while you two might not be able to accept each other, it might be best if you learned how to interact without fighting. Both for your own health as well as Rin's. I imagine that she was not pleased about the fights you two would get into. Or am I incorrect in that as well?
heroicprinciple: though hope is frail (come the war come the avarice)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-24 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Nope. [ Shirou made a short hand gesture. ] Matou wasn't pleased at all, considering she preferred me alive, along with Archer and Archer is... Was, deadset on us fighting, so it wasn't very feasible.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is feeling melancholy. (pondering)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-25 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
I see..however, I do not think her servant would try to kill you, if she wanted you alive. Might I ask why you had to fight? It is alright if you do not want to answer though.
heroicprinciple: and come heaven (told you dear look out your window)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-25 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
A Servant's objective can be different from their Master's. She couldn't monitor him every minute of the day, see? [ A pause. The boy deliberates. ] Ah, I don't mind telling you. He... took issue to Emiya Shirou's ideals, more than anything.
lightofhumanity: (Back Turned)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-26 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
I know. That is the case with most masters and servants, no matter the type. However..if it is a clashing of ideals, perhaps you both can find a mutual respect in the strength of each others beliefs.
heroicprinciple: come hell (the sun is going down)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-26 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ He grunts and then coughs into his fist. ]

No, no, it's not it. He says he doesn't fight for an ideal, or for what he believes in.

You see, Archer won't respect the ideals I follow, no matter what and I—cannot approve of him either. We're badly matched as people.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is feeling melancholy. (pondering)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-26 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
I see..he sounds like a person who has given up on his beliefs, due to external forces, if I am not mistaken.

[Just a guess. After six thousand years, chaos had met plenty of normal humans who were like that.]

I did not say that he had to respect your ideals though. Respecting the strength one has in those beliefs and respecting the beliefs themselves are two separate things.
heroicprinciple: this is why we fight (almost killed your light)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-26 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hahahah.

Hahah.

Hah.
]

Whether or not that's the case...

That guy wouldn't do it. Us talking like civilized people isn't part of his objective.

[ That's the fifth time this person said 'I see,' in this conversation. Not that Shirou himself was counting. ]
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is serious. (serious)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-27 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[..Not that chaos was counting either, really.]

Seeing you dead is, I take it?
heroicprinciple: come hell (the sun is going down)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-27 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Shirou's facial expression is open and rueful. ]

Yeah, that's... About it.
lightofhumanity: (This isn't good..)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-27 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
[While chaos isn't smiling, he doesn't look mad..more pensive than anything.]

I hope his master is able to keep him in check then.
heroicprinciple: sink down to the beginning to what lies (hold onto this lullaby)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-27 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Matou can hold her own. Maybe she'll even teach him a few new habits when they're reunited.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is happy. (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-28 09:48 am (UTC)(link)
That is good to hear. Hopefully he shall take her lessons to heart when they are reunited.
heroicprinciple: this is why we fight (almost killed your light)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-28 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Uh-huh.

[ Shirou stands up from where he'd been sitting in front of the tombstone and brushes off his pants, wiping the dirt from them. ]
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is happy. (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-29 01:50 am (UTC)(link)
[It seemed that this person was either tired of talking or feeling much better now. Either way, it meant that chaos could move on to his friends graves and mourn over them.

So, with that, chaos would get up, not really bothering to brush the grass or dirt from his pants and bodysuit.]

..If you are feeling alright now, I shall be on my way. It was nice to speak with you for a little while.
heroicprinciple: sink down to the beginning to what lies (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-29 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Shirou glances sideways at him when chaos gets up and speaks. He blinks. ]

steelminded: (Default)

Uh? [ ?? ] Oh, sure. It was good to meet you too.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is happy. (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-30 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[And chaos couldn't help but chuckle a little at that reaction.]

I am glad to hear that..and I do hope you shall be alright.

[And with that, chaos would just..walk away, down the long line of gravestones. The pieces of wood he had shoved in during December didn't have names, but it was safer to mourn over them than any actual gravestones here. It did make it a bit difficult to find though, when chaos was lost in thought.]
heroicprinciple: though hope is frail (come the war come the avarice)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-30 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ After chaos walks away, Shirou assumes he knows where he's going and what he's looking for, so he leaves him to it.

He stands in front of Rin's grave, staring down at it before sighing and rousing himself to move along to the cafeteria.
]