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towerofanimus2013-08-10 08:45 pm
immortalia) wrote in towerofanimus2013-08-10 08:45 pm
Entry tags:
my selfish desire
Characters: Sertoria Cani and OPEN.
Setting: Floor 13.
Format: Action or prose. I don't mind.
Summary: After Rick confronted Sertoria, things took an unexpected turn for the worst and now she's in need of a friend.
Warnings: Talk of suicide and...general upsetting stuff.
Earned? You've earned nothing. Removing yourself is a necessity, and frankly you should have taken that initiative earlier.
At times, Sertoria really cursed her memory and how she couldn't forget anything that people said to her, no matter how many times she tried. It's true that she made the decision consciously, but kept it a secret from people that cared about her here as well as those back home. She knew that as long as she kept living, as long as she kept rebelling, her creators were going to continue to hurt the people she fell in love with.
So, maybe it was a better decision to remove herself entirely. Maybe if she terminated her programming here, then she couldn't return to her world and do it all over again. To go through all that suffering, to go through the pain of running around as her creators loomed over her and threatening her at every turn... Why was she making the people of Quaeda suffer so much?
As she was still shaking and still sobbing in her own way, a shaky hand went to open her panel on her arm. Her hand shook as she slowly began to type in her termination code.
People will be safer this way. This way, if my creators come here, they will not be able to have me hurt anyone I love here... I will be able to see you again, right, Joshua...?
Setting: Floor 13.
Format: Action or prose. I don't mind.
Summary: After Rick confronted Sertoria, things took an unexpected turn for the worst and now she's in need of a friend.
Warnings: Talk of suicide and...general upsetting stuff.
Earned? You've earned nothing. Removing yourself is a necessity, and frankly you should have taken that initiative earlier.
At times, Sertoria really cursed her memory and how she couldn't forget anything that people said to her, no matter how many times she tried. It's true that she made the decision consciously, but kept it a secret from people that cared about her here as well as those back home. She knew that as long as she kept living, as long as she kept rebelling, her creators were going to continue to hurt the people she fell in love with.
So, maybe it was a better decision to remove herself entirely. Maybe if she terminated her programming here, then she couldn't return to her world and do it all over again. To go through all that suffering, to go through the pain of running around as her creators loomed over her and threatening her at every turn... Why was she making the people of Quaeda suffer so much?
As she was still shaking and still sobbing in her own way, a shaky hand went to open her panel on her arm. Her hand shook as she slowly began to type in her termination code.
People will be safer this way. This way, if my creators come here, they will not be able to have me hurt anyone I love here... I will be able to see you again, right, Joshua...?
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...What were you doing, when I had entered?
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...I...
[ She shakes her head again and sighs, biting down on her lip. ]
I was in the process of terminating myself.