towerofanimus | this isn't happening (003)

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this isn't happening (003)

Characters: Kazuma Kuwabara [OU] +

towerofanimus
Setting: Anywhere, Everywhere backdated to January 7, 2013
Format: Start out third person, but we will match yours
Summary: Yusuke's energy disappears from the tower and Kuwabara is more than a little upset because it's not the first time he's lost Yusuke. Even if that Yusuke was a clone as he said he was.
Warnings: PG-13 Violence and You will get punched if you try to agitate Kuwabara but have fun with that D| ~~He won't hit girls~~

Kuwabara found out that Yusuke's energy completely vanished from the Tower. He couldn't feel it anymore and he couldn't trace it. He even went as far as to dash into Yusuke's room, but found nothing. He found absolutely no trace of ther former spirit detective and he was worried and maybe a little pissed.

There was a loud noise echoing in the hallway as Kuwabara stormed off to try to find Yusuke. Where he was standing moments before, there was a gaping hole through it and it was clear that he used more than just his usual strength. Kuwabara continued down the hallways in search of his lost friend and in hopes of Yusuke just playing some stupid prank on him like he always did. It didn't matter if Yusuke was a clone, he was still Yusuke. He acted and behaved like Yusuke.

It made him upset that he had only a short amount of time spent with Yusuke, before this happened. They didn't even get to reconcile for their fight over the stupid steak. It felt like the old days and now, now the Tower had took the only person he had from home away from him. He was more than just pissed. He was furious and he wanted to find out why. He wanted to know. This couldn't end like this, it just couldn't.

Not after what had happened and not after what he had to go through. Dammit. Kuwabara calls out again loudly into the hallway as he's running.

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Kuwabara wasn't into dealing with anyone's anger issues and it seemed like the female population found him amusing enough to be attracted to him. Most of the people hew knew, minus a few others were all females and it was strange for him. Kuwabara wasn't used to this and he wasn't used to dealing with girls when he was upset.

He surely couldn't punch Nesir in the face or anything. He didn't answer, because obviously he had already checked that and there was no one and he couldn't sense him anywhere at all. He took a moment to finally answer the damn question whens he asked it a few minutes ago. He clenches his fists.

"I already checked it and he ain't there!" he replied in a serious tone, "I can't sense 'im either!"

Oh so he did speak. Nesir raised an eyebrow at him, "Well did you be checking to see if his name did be on the do..." She trailed off as she realised what he had said.

"You do be being bound to him?"

Kuwabara spoke when he needed to. At the moment he was a little too infuriated to do much more than scream angrily. He's trying to control his temper since his temper was bad.

"I don't believe it. He can't just--"

Kuwabara trailed off punching another wall. He was beyond frustrated right now. He couldn't take this very well at all, "You don't understand."

Kuwabara had lost Yusuke many times and he saw him again. Yusuke couldn't just vanish and never show up again. He couldn't.

Nesir might be a brat, and she might be shadow sworn but she was a shadow sworn brat of the temple and as such she had gone from annoyed to worried.

He might not be from her world but who was to say that warriors binding their lives to priests only happened in one world. It would explain the anger, she had seen warriors whose priests had died before and for many the grief and the trauma of losing the person whose life was connected to theirs displayed itself in rage. They rarely survived.

Nesir should probably leave now, leave this man to his rage and inevitable demise. He probably wasn't from her world.

"You do be needing to be calming down, when you say you can no be sensing him, do he be being too far away... or do your connection be broken?"

Nesir proving once again that she's a bit of an idiot.

Kuwabara wasn't trying to effectively scare her off or try to teach her anything about the words he was saying. He was upset, and when he was upset, he tended to blurt things he shouldn't be blurting. There were things he couldn't talk about with normal people, but the Tower had inhabitants that were anything but normal, so there had been no reason for him to keep much a secret. Koenma-sama will be pissed if he ever learned about it but Kuwabara was not int he mood to care right now.

What she was thinking, was quite similar, but not quite but a bond would be the most effective way to describe his relationship with Yusuke. Yusuke was someone that he had bonded with and grew with from the time they were in middle school. When Yusuke died, he was broken, and when died again, he had lost it. There was nothing wrong with guys needing each other. He remembered those words he had said a while ago to Yusuke.

"It ain't easy ta calm down when someone jus' up and disappears like nothin,'" he retorted keeping his fists at the wall but not longer pounding it as he was moments ago. He didn't reply to her question at all, because whether it was being far away or a connection being broken, it was the same to him. It was all the same damn thing.

"I know." She snapped back, annoyed despite the fact she had decided to try and help him. She wasn't actually any good at helping people and she knew nothing about helping people with broken bonds.

She knew of them of course, she had seen it happen in the temple; certain warriors everyone was wary of because they were broken, unstable, barely controllable.

If they were in her world or any world that was not here she would probably kill him; she was not actually being cruel, from what she knew she would rather die first than survive her priest or priestesses death. But here death wasn't permanent, he would just come back...

"I do be sorry." For once she was actually being sincere.

Kuwabara lowered his head. Why was he getting pissed at someone that didn't even have anything to do with this? He really shouldn't be taking it out on people right now. He kept his silence while she said that.

HE didn't want to talk anymore. He didn't want to say things he didn't mean. That was something that he didn't want to do to people. He closed his eyes and controlled his emotions. At least, he tried to. Everything was all messed up and he couldn't do shit to stop it.

When she apologized to him, he turned towards her giving her an apologetic look as well.

"Sorry," he mused, "It ain't like me ta yell at people like this," he paused for a moment, "an' ya only tryin' ta help."

Okay... that had worked somehow. It had calmed him down. "It do be okay you do no be yourself at the moment." He might never be himself again, but Nesir wasn't going to tell him that. He probably already knew.

"Do you be wanting me to be going and getting any of your friends?" She assumed he had friends, he seemed like a light following sort of guy and they tended to have friends. He probably shouldn't be alone at the moment after all.

He's breathing uncontrollably because he's really frustrated, but she did succeed in at least stopping him from punching anymore walls for the time being, "Yeah, jus' a ... moment," he muttered, trying to pick up her words. The accent was hard to hear at times, but he got what s he meant and he understood or intentions.

"...S'fine. You don't haveta. It ain't something you haveta do, an' I wasn't being very nice to ya... an' I don't want them ta be worried," he muttered, lowering himself to the floor now. She was being helpful despite his outbursts. He was thankful for that but he wasn't going to abuse it.

Nesir shrugged and looked at him sternly. "Well I do no be leaving you alone. So it do be your choice, you do be telling me and we do be finding them or you do be spending the day with me."

She would grumble about having better things to do than look after broken warriors but truthfully she actually didn't.

He wasn't used to girls trying to help his mood. In fact, most girls didn't waste time trying to talk to him all that much. Strangely enough, since his high school years started, things have changed drastically and even here at the Tower, he had a lot of female acquaintances, and they were kind people. It seemed like this girl really wanted to help him out so he didn't really argue with what she had to say.

"You can do what ya want. I ain't going to stop ya," he replied quietly as she said that. She could grumble about it and it might help his mood more than anything.

"Well since you do no be seeming to have friends then you can just be sticking with me. Have you been eating?"

She had no idea how to look after people who had lost their bonds, at least if he did decide to die and she couldn't stop him he'd just come back tomorrow. As painful as that would be.

"I don't want them ta see me like this," he quietly mused again. He didn't respond to that, but his usual appetite was close to nothing lately. It's only been a day or so, so it wasn't too bad, but he didn't eat enough to be considered the usual Kuwabara.

"I ain't got no appetite," he muttered

Kuwaabra wasn't going to die, but he clearly wasn't going to be okay for a while. Maybe he just needed some time to just accept everything, but it was nice that she was thinking about his well being. Kuwabara wouldn't shame his friend's death by dying as well. It would serve no purpose.

Well Nesir understood that, but she had no idea what to do with a broken person. Still she had started this and wasn't about to leave him, even though she probably should. Even if he were a warrior with a broken bond, he was a light addled idiot most likely and she had no reason to waste her time on him.

But after years of horror stories she couldn't leave someone to that fate. If it were death or torture or something else she would have happily abandoned him, but this was personal.

"Well you do be having to be eating. It do be important and you can no be starving yourself. So come on we do be going to the cafeteria."

He was broken, but he would be fine as time passed. He was uncertain of what would happen in the future but he knew right now he was broken. He was honestly grateful for her being there, even if he didn't show it right now. He was used to having his friends there for him but at the same time there was a stranger who was worried about him even though he didn't even know them.

If he knew about her, he could empathize, because of the way he was. He would try to understand where she was coming from and what kind of person she was. He shook his head, "I'll be fine. I ain't gonna kill myself or anythin,'" he replied to her honestly. Kuwabara would eat, but only when he had gotten over this slump.

Edited 2013-01-23 00:10 (UTC)

"Well I do be glad to be hearing that." But she didn't believe him, she stared at him expecting him to follow. She wasn't actually going to grab a broken warrior and try to drag him down to the cafeteria, she wasn't an idiot.

"I do be hungry and I do no be leaving you so you will have to be coming with me."

He didn't respond to her again this time as she said that. He knew what was going on and he knew that things shouldn't be this difficult to handle but it was and he had to do everything his powers to get over it.

He raised his head a little before taking a few steps away form the wall, "Yeah...." he muttered, before taking a few steps more away from the way. It might have done him some good if he walked it off.

Nesir waited patiently like trying to coax a stray cat, not making any sudden movements. She began walking slowly towards the stairs. "What do be your name?"

"Kuwabara, Kazuma," he muttered under his breath. He was still used to using the last name first name basis, but he would respond to Kuwabara all the same since that's what most people called him. He took a few steps away from the wall where he was beating earlier. Maybe, he should fix that later, but he was grateful that someone was helping him get off his feet, but it would take some time before he fully recovered.

"Kuwabara Kazuma," Nesir repeated with just a little difficulty. "Mine do be Nesir Aeser." She smiled at him waiting for him to come a little closer so they could set off down the stairs.

"Nesir Aeser-san," he replied lowly, but clearly not going to forget her name any time soon now. He took a few quiet steps towards her direction allowing her to lead him wherever she wanted to lead him. He didn't really care much anymore. He was mentally tired.

It was a long way down and for most the way Nesir was silent, but then she figured that silence might not be good for him, he shouldn't be left to his own thoughts.

"So do you be being here long?"

"Yeah, guess you can say that," he replied in a low tone as she asked him that.

She was right to do that, seeing Kuwabara was a rather irrational individual and he might have taken his frustration on monsters and possibly have gotten himself killed or something.

"How long have you been being here for?" She continued walking, checking every now and again to make sure he was still following.

"Coupla months," a blunt reply.

He wasn't counting but he was certain it was a couple of months. It was weird to even say that. There was so much to be done at home.

He was following, albeit a little slow.

He didn't get why she was putting so much effort into keeping him with her but if he stopped be hot headed, he'd probably learn that it's similar to how he behaved.

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One day she will remember different worlds = different rules but alas today is not that day

LOL it's all good!

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