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Counter Guardian Arturia @ Tower of Animus ([personal profile] no_longer_a_king) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2013-02-28 07:18 pm

ITP: Concerning the nature of souls and finding purpose

Characters: Arturia [AU5] and OPEN
Setting: Various, with prompts for floors 82, 12, and 60. After the elevator event, but the timeline is otherwise completely flexible
Format: Prose, please!
Summary: Arturia goes around making sure the people she knows are still alive after seeing what's down stairs, and other sundry things.
Warnings: none as of yet.

[A: Various, possibly combined with other prompts if you like.]
It was still like a blow to the guts.

Their actual status here wasn't what had shaken her so badly. They were souls in an artificial body, made by some form of magic. That didn't phase her because that was essentially what her existence had been from the moment she made that contract on Camlann Hill. It was the true of all Heroic Spirits and familiars like them. It was true of Counter Guardians like herself and Archer.

No, what had shaken her so badly had been seeing the bodies. Arturia had thought she had seen battle so much a mass grave couldn't phase her, but when the bodies are people she knew--multiples of people she knew--she'd wanted to retch. If she hadn't had so much experience, she supposed, she would have thrown up right there. So many people, even if they were just acquaintances, as corpses. She had to make sure that what they saw happen in the great machine was real--that they were truly all right.

That was why she was rushing through the Tower now, trying to find as many familiar faces as she could. Visions of slashing through the Grail-tainted Camelot were playing in the back of her mind, the horror of it, the suffering. She had to be sure those graves were not the reality of now. Had to.

[B: Floor 82; Masquerade of Truth]
Arturia had never gone on this floor before and had mostly observed from the stairs. The party that seemed to go on here at all times never interested her and since she rarely saw someone she recognized, she usually passed it on. Now? After how much she had gone through the last few days? She really did want to be around people. Everyone had moments like those, even people who tried to avoid them as Arturia did.

So she stepped off the stairs, walking to the masked gentleman who acted as a 'bouncer' of sorts to the party. He looked her over for a moment and then wordlessly handed her a mask. He reached out to put it on her, but she waved her hand and took it herself before placing it on.

Then he stepped aside and no sooner had Arturia crossed the threshold than another masked gentleman took her by the hand and began to whisk her across the dance floor. Arturia was graceful and skilled on the battlefield and there had been many a time at court or during some kind of festival or banquet when she had had to dance with Guinevere. It was easy to figure out the steps her partner followed and, while she was certainly no dancer by trade, she did not embarrass herself. it was easy to briefly lose herself and simply forget and by the time her partner released her on the other side of the room after their dance was when Arturia realized something:

She could not recognize anyone here. She had a vague feeling she should, but the thought of who it could be was gone the moment it entered her mind upon looking at the person.

Odd. Must be a trick of the floor.

[C: Floor 60; Industrial Kitchen]
In her more private moments, Arturia tended to find herself lingering in kitchens and thinking. Reminiscing, really. About the Fifth War and Shirou. About how the kitchen had been his domain and, painful as the memories were, it was comforting to think of him at times, of the way he'd insist on how she was a person and not a tool, of how he treated her like a guest in his home. True, his teasing had gotten on her nerves, but it had been a very long time since she'd been Arturia and not King Arthur.

But that was the past. Anything that might have happened with Shirou she could not undo and there was only one part she would ever hope to. Perhaps, if she had made more effort, been less weak, then maybe--maybe--things would be different. Maybe she would not have become the World's Sword. Maybe she would have peacefully gone to her rest if she had stayed her hand that fateful day.

This would probably be her only chance to reminisce for a very long time. Things in the Tower had changed and Arturia had no doubt things were about to get busy. No matter how she failed in the past, there were people here who needed help, who needed saving and she....

Arturia was not sure if she was a knight anymore, but she did know one thing: she could not stand by when people needed help. When people she considered comrades and allies needed help.

And so she went through the kitchen silently saying good-bye to her indulgence of the past and mentally prepared herself for the future.

[D: Floor 12; World Death Projection]
Arturia stood in front of the latest of the projections running, this time the object of focus was a red planet bloated with skyscrapers and vehicles that crossed through the atmosphere like bees in a hive. It stayed like this for a few minutes, the occasional bright flash in the sky as two of the vehicles ran into each other and then, it began to glow.

As with the last projection the glow seemed to fade, the vehicles in the sky making looping zig-zags before crashing to the planets. Buildings fell from the impacts. The nearby sun began to dim and slowly, spreading out from this one world, everything began to go dark until the only source of light in the room was the planet at the center of the show.

"Is this what's happening to the worlds?" she asked allowed as the projection began again--a space station proudly bearing the moniker "UFP: NEW HOPE" the center of it this time. She'd never paid attention to this room before, but after being downstairs and finding out what had happened above, she was getting interested in what, exactly, had destroyed these worlds.

HAHAHA i keep spamming it everywhere... full pic is in her profile if you didn't see :O

[personal profile] angramaintsu 2013-03-26 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
"Let them watch."

While many others may appear manic in this manner, Rin herself was settling down into a more focused state of mind. Almost as though she were at peace with the thought of eliminating the administrators.

"They will watch and they will plan accordingly. When I arrive, they will see just how futile their efforts were, Saber. Then again, it's their fault for putting me in this body."

For bringing a monster like herself. They have no one to blame other than themselves.

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[personal profile] angramaintsu 2013-03-26 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Killing people is just another facade of her's. If Rin herself had to face down someone, to take their life with her own hands, then she may falter. What she did before was not of her free will, she suspects that much, but since she was a monster...

"They would just do the same to you. Please Saber, I rather not trouble others with my battles."

At least she can still stand tall. Matou or Tohsaka, Rin took that part of her very seriously.

[personal profile] angramaintsu 2013-04-01 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
"You misunderstand if you think Archer has any say in a battle or not." Rin's quick to say that much. "He's nothing more than a weapon to be used how I see fit. If I want him to stay back without any involvement, then he has no choice but to obey."

Scowling, she continues. "Just as you would have no choice if you chose to pick up a Master in this place."

[personal profile] angramaintsu 2013-04-02 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't know why he has so much interest in me, but he would have to obey his Master. That is what happens when it comes to Servants and Masters."

Archer's closeness bothers her, but she's not sure why. Was it the thought of having someone close that struck her as odd?

"No matter, we'll figure it out whenever the time comes."