destructiveprinciple: for all my sweat my blood runs weak (☠ and I fucked it all away)
αveɴɢer (アヴェンジャー) ([personal profile] destructiveprinciple) wrote in [community profile] towerofanimus2013-07-14 12:04 pm

☠ 005 | you said we were born with nothing

Characters: Avenger, 'Shirou' and OPEN to all.
Setting: The graveyard on the forty-eighth floor and the hundredth floor.
Format: The exact opposite of Kotomine Kirei's lovingly composed monologues.
Summary: 'Shirou,' on his way down to the cafeteria to do his regular job, comes across the evidence of Rin's departure, and also Archer's disappearance as well. He's not happy.
Warnings: Typical fare for the Tower of Animus such as mentions of death, the destruction of worlds, and sadness.

[ SCENARIO A || FLOOR 48: OUTSIDE ]
[ This was a floor of pointless mausoleums, open graves, and fields of unattended gravestones. Some of the names littered on the headstones he recognized and knew—llya, Sakura, himself. He came by here every morning on his way down to the cafeteria to see them, and that routine never varied. 'Shirou' didn't leave flowers at their graves; it seemed a paltry gesture for failure to keep them safe and well. So, normally he would stand there and talk a little about random things. Saber, the food being a lie, what information they had found out, a video game he'd played in the media room.

But when he came down this morning, there was an unexpected new name among the graves.

Matou Rin
, carved into the stone like it meant nothing at all. Like it didn't mean the magus was now in terrible danger, from Ruana's power-sapping to supply the Tower now that the power cores were running out. Like it didn't mean there was now another girl roaming the desolate, destroyed land of the world she came from like so many others. Like it didn't mean another failure.

His knees suddenly seemed too weak to hold him up, and he sat down hard on his rear in front of the gravemarker, one small slab of stone with a polished surface and scratched edges in the lines of gravemarkers stretching out like small, gray pittances. Shirou sat there and rebuked himself, feeling hollow as he thought about Rin, wandering alone in the ruined landscape of her world. And also thought more angry thoughts about how he was going to make the administrators pay for this injustice.

And that's how any nearby passerby's will find the teenager.
]



[ SCENARIO B || FLOOR 100: THE HOLOGRAM ]
[ For those of you who don't give a shit about 'Shirou's little episode of upset—a Servant is slowly pacing about this floor, late within the depths of night. He seems to be vaguely confused.

His back is turned towards the staircase, his face turned away from it. It looks like he's trying to figure something out;
]

—Mm?
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is happy. (Default)

Re: Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-16 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Just because one wasn't dead when they left didn't mean that one couldn't feel pain that they had gone. But chaos, oddly enough..smiled and nodded a little at that.]

Good. Hold onto that hope, and do not let sadness and pain stop or slow you down. Perhaps, if you do, you will manage to help her and others.
heroicprinciple: this is why we fight (almost killed your light)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-17 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ Shirou sees nothing odd in encouraging the determination of others. ]

Hm, that's right. Can't let negativity overtake us before fixing things, and helping the others. [ That's just common sense. ] Or any point, really.
Edited 2013-07-17 02:29 (UTC)
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is feeling melancholy. (pondering)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-17 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Nor did chaos, but others might not expect a statement like that.]

It is possible that some people will, and it is also possible that you and others will grief and become sad in the future. There is nothing wrong with this..but remembering your determination and hope will, I think, help you move forward.
heroicprinciple: for a world where people will no longer cry (the war outside our door keeps raging on)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-17 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ... ?

He's mildly puzzled by this person's statements of the completely obvious, even if they are on the optimistic side. Shirou nods.
]

Yeah, I get that's okay. It's a little vexing at times, but it's the way of things. I don't mind it very much.
lightofhumanity: (Back Turned)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-18 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Even things that were completely obvious to others sometimes could be overlooked by those who were deep into a pit of sadness and depression.]

..It is not always the way of things for some, but I am glad that you do not seem to be too depressed.
heroicprinciple: come hell (the sun is going down)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-18 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[ We're not taking psychopaths or people with severe emotional issues or people who have specific ways of dealing with grief into account here ok.

Don't be worried, Shirou isn't sunken into a pit of sadness and depression. He smiles ruefully a little, directing his gaze at the gravemarker, one stone in the lines of gravemarkers stretching out like small, gray pittances.
]

People can't stay forever. It's okay to be sad about that. [ A beat: ] She'd probably get angry at me if I got too depressed over her.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is sorry. (apologetic)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-18 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Which was a pretty nice change of pace, since most of the people chaos did meet and talk to here weren't in the best shape. Not that he..really minded that either.]

It is nice that you realize that..but it sounds like she was the type to not want others to worry.
heroicprinciple: this is why we fight (almost killed your light)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-18 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Most people don't hang out on this floor because they're feeling very high-spirited. They want to cry, scream or curse the administrators or... mourn: a graveyard is a prime location for that. ]

Matou... Well, you could say it like that. [ unstable crazy tsun ] She'd get all puffed up, and accuse them of pitying her or having ulterior motives.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is feeling melancholy. (pondering)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-19 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Most people. chaos realized that there were a few who came here for other, more cheery reasons on occasion.]

..It is good that you managed to become a friend of hers then, since she did not trust others. Or am I wrong?
heroicprinciple: come hell (the sun is going down)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-19 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ Considering the family she was adopted into, and what she had to endure... He shook his head. ]

No, you're right about that.
lightofhumanity: (This isn't good..)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-19 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
I see..it is good that you managed to become a friend for her on some level then. If she survives, I imagine that she'll be happy to see you and others..in her own way.
heroicprinciple: this is why we lie awake (when all the shadows)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-19 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
She'll survive. She's stubborn enough. I bet she'll stomp around, yelling for her Archer and then yelling at everybody else like she's the boss or something around here.

[ Even if Shirou can't promise, even to himself, that her survival would mean she survives with her splintered sanity intact. ]
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is happy. (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-19 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
[chaos wouldn't know if she would survive with her already-weak sanity or not. But..he did hope she did.]

But, even if she does so, at least she will be alright.
heroicprinciple: come hell (the sun is going down)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-19 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
... Yeah.

[ He returns to looking at the rows of grave in front of them. There's the tombstone engraved with the words Matou Rin, and a little ways over is there another grave Shirou doesn't look at, inscribed with Archer in smooth, flowing font. ]
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is happy. (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-20 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
[While Shirou didn't look at Archer's grave, chaos did..and commented on it.]

It is alright. If Archer is a close ally with your friend, it is likely that he shall survive as well.
heroicprinciple: come hell (the sun is going down)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-20 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry, what?

[ What brought this on, what are you talking about? Then Shirou blinks and notices where the person is looking. ] Oh, that guy... Sure, he'll live. Bastard's got some stuff to make up for.

[ Archer deserved to be saved and survive, too. ]
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is feeling melancholy. (pondering)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-21 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
[..If this person was musing that much, it was probably best to leave them, if they were not depressed and did not need anyone to talk to or be near, so chaos would just keep talking for a little while longer and see if he would be needed for anything else.]

If you do not mind my asking, what stuff?
heroicprinciple: though hope is frail (come the war come the avarice)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-21 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ No, it's just that the mention of Archer came across as very out-of-the-blue to Shirou. He sighs and runs his fingers through his hair. Well, he got Matou killed for one but that's not something he feels like telling this person. ]

He and Matou had... a thing going?

[ Well said, Shirou! ]
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is sorry. (apologetic)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-21 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[And, even if chaos had been peeking into Shirou's mind, he wouldn't have mentioned it himself. There were some things that should only be talked about if the other person brought them up.]

And you were jealous?

[He's..teasing, Shirou.]
heroicprinciple: I'll still reach my hand out far (even when the music's gone)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-21 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Shirou laughs, good-naturedly taking it in the teasing manner it was delivered in. ]

No, I wasn't.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is happy. (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-22 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[And while chaos didn't chuckle, he did smile as he spoke.]

I am glad to hear that. If he and Rin had a relationship, than I believe that will give them an extra reason to try and stay alive.
heroicprinciple: though hope is frail (come the war come the avarice)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-22 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Right, right...

[ That's true. Even if Archer and him would just end up fighting if they saw each other again, he's sure Rin would be happy to see her Servant again. ]
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is asking something. (questioning)

Scenario A

[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-22 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
I take it that you were not on good terms with the person.

[That's phrased more as a statement than a question.]
heroicprinciple: sink down to the beginning to what lies (Default)

Scenario A

[personal profile] heroicprinciple 2013-07-22 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ Completely matter-of-fact about this: ]

He hated me. I couldn't stand him either.
lightofhumanity: For when chaos is feeling melancholy. (pondering)

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[personal profile] lightofhumanity 2013-07-22 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Not that chaos minded that.]

I see. I do not mean to pry, but may I ask why? You do not have to answer if you do not want to.

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