[ open ] oh love of mine, would you condescend to help me

[chainsawn]

Characters: Urotsuki and OPEN!
Setting: Dormitory hallways, cafeteria, floor 49 (mirror maze).
Format: Action.
Summary: Kidou goes missing. Guess who doesn't take it particularly well after her search for him turns up nothing.
Warnings: Nothing for the first prompt, for the second one gore, use of a chainsaw. Possible harm for characters but not very likely, see the ooc note!

( dormitories or cafeteria )

[ It doesn't matter what you're doing - standing around or sitting and eating in the cafeteria or just passing through either of the locations - but there's still a teenage girl that will try to stop you by tugging on your sleeve, more insistent if you don't slow down or stop. If you do, though, she'll hold up a (pretty poorly drawn) picture of a young boy. She doesn't say any other word, as if that already should be enough to prompt a reaction.. ]

( floor fourty-nine )

[ It's useless. At first she thought he might be staying away after what happened last month, but after a while it became unbearable and she had to seek him out. But it didn't seem like he was anywhere - not in his room, not on any of the floors, not seen by anyone. She's been looking for a day or two or more - it's difficult to even keep count of it by now in the middle of her mental panic. Because Kidou not being in the tower means that he isn't around anymore, that he left, that he isn't with her-- and that thought breaks her more than anything else ever could.

She doesn't even know what to do. Completely mindless she drags herself up the tower until she arrives at the mirror maze, standing still for a moment and staring at her own reflection in the mirror. She isn't sure why, she doesn't even think, but somehow it annoys her, that reflection. Her standin there, all alone-- normally it doesn't bother her, but right now..

Urotsuki gets out her chainsaw.

.. If a character walks onto the floor later they might find a broken mirror near the entrance of the floor. Trails of blood and monster parts are spread out onto the floor if you go in and look through the maze, maybe with another one or two slightly broken mirrors. The sound of a buzzing chainsaw becomes louder and louder the further you get in, and maybe eventually you'll reach Urotsuki - standing in the middle of the maze with monsters around her, lik they're attracted to her. She's covered in scrapes and cuts from the mirror's pieces and with whatever parts came off the monsters too. Almost emotionlessly (but in a different way from her usual blankness, this is much more cold) she cuts cleanly down the middle of a monster with her chainsaw, seemingly the last one. For now, though, they've already been coming for quite a while.

Do you still approach? ]

( ooc: as a note, it's not very likely that Urotsuki will harm people who tag into the second prompt unless they're being an absolute asshole, but if you want to be on the safe side then please tag the first one instead, thanks! )

Comments

[chainsawn]

[ It's weird. All this time she couldn't even cry, but now it's like the emotions just keep on slipping out, even though he said she couldn't cry. But she can't help it, she cries all the same. She keeps crying, and her body suddenly feels so incredibly weak and hurt - as if some weird hold over her is broken - that she falls forward so she's on hands and knees on the floor. It's a good thing that no monster seems to be approaching for the moment, since she's too occupied with crying like that. ]

I'm crying since he's gone..!

[swordedpast]

[ He doesn't know what to do when she cries like that. But he thinks he might know what to do when she falls down. ]

You shouldn't cry, but--

[ He steps in front of her, and then the swords are back in his hands. There aren't any monsters coming, but he decides that if there are, it doesn't matter. ]

Since you're crying anyway, I'll take care of the monsters until you can get up again.

[chainsawn]

[ .. She raises his face a little, looking up at him. Of course the only thing she can see from her position is his back, but still.. he's standing in front of her.. protecting her, right..? ]

You.. shouldn't. Just.. just leave me here..

Just let me die..!

[swordedpast]

No. That's not something I'll do...

[ He holds his shoulders straight. Maybe straighter than she's ever seen him stand. Maybe he really seems like he has pride for a moment. ]

Urotsuki, you're not someone who should just die.

[chainsawn]

Then what should I do..? I've already been facing the pain for so long, this is.. this is too much..! [ She always convinced herself to keep on living, there has to be something else to keep going for-- and she thought she found that in Kidou. But now he's gone, it's too much of an extra kick to an already kicked puppy. ]

This isn't fair..!

[swordedpast]

The world isn't fair, but--

[ For a moment, he keeps holding his shoulders high, and he almost says, I don't want to let you die, so you'll have to deal with it, or something like that.

But the words crumble away from him before he can say them. He starts to slump a little. He has no right to tell anyone else such a thing. ]

--you should keep living. You're not someone who should give up and die, even if it hurts.

[ His voice is weary. ]

[chainsawn]

...

[ It takes a moment, but at the weariness of his voice some of her anger and desperation seems to slip away. But it's almost as if it leaves behind some void, some sort of weird numbness and it's audible in her own tone too. ]

So we should just continue doing what hurts.. Going on, even though everyone eventually leaves.. [ .... ] You'll just.. leave too, right..?

[swordedpast]

Don't assume I'll be allowed to leave.

[ Some bitterness sneaks into his voice before he can shake it off. ]

I too continue doing what hurts.

[chainsawn]

Why..? [ It's the most basic question to ask in return to hearing that, and she doesn't move from her current spot. ] Why do you continue it..? Don't you want to die..?

[swordedpast]

[ No one has ever asked him that so simply before. It is, after all, not exactly something normal people ask. Too bad Urotsuki's not normal enough to understand that.

A surprised breath escapes Archer. ]

Yeah, I want to die.

[ He can't lie to her right now. ]

But there are things left to protect here.

[chainsawn]

[ It's the fact that she's not normal enough that his reply doesn't weird her out. Since she understands, after all, right now she wants to die more than anything too. Just let all of it go..

But.. even so.. he's living? To protect things? ]

What could be so important that you'd live just to protect it..? .. Is there.. anyone you love..?

[swordedpast]

It isn't about love. It's way simpler than that.

[ He takes a slow breath. ]

I was bound to protect my world from being destroyed. But I selfishly turned my back on that duty and went off to try to find a way to die. While I was doing that, my world was destroyed and I wound up here.

[ Why is he telling her this? She has too innocent a face to hear such things. But she's smiled at him and eaten his food and now she's hurting. He can't lie to her so easily. ]

It seems obvious that I don't have the right to seek death anymore after that, right? So long as there's anything at all left to protect, I have to do that instead.

[chainsawn]

...

[ It's strange. So strange that she actually - for the tiniest moment here - forgets about her own problems as she instead tries to imagine his situation. Bound to protect a world, but failed.. ]

I don't think.. it's that wrong. If you're hurting and want to die, then that isn't selfish. It's.. normal.. I think. [ Suddenly her tone turns almost surprisingly normal. Even compared to usually. ] I know that you can't just die easily, and that you have to keep going so it might get better, but.. people are only people, right..? They can only take so much.

[swordedpast]

[ Archer blinks.

He looks at Urotsuki with eyes half-surprised, half-accusing, half-grateful. That's three halves, but he's harkening back to a time when he defied such logics as mathematics, so it's all right.

She's not supposed to tell him it's okay. She's not supposed to forgive him for being himself. People aren't supposed to do that with this mess of a hero. It's just not right...

But it feels kind of nice. ]

I see. Then--it also isn't wrong for you to want to die, but I'll do a selfish thing and wish for you to live anyway.

[chainsawn]

.. Then..

[ It's selfish for her to ask this too, right? But she really needs it, she needs something-- no, someone to hold onto or she'll go crazy like this. She's not capable of being by herself, is she..? ]

If you promise that you won't leave, then.. I think.. maybe I can live. [ It comes out hesitant though, as if she's not entirely sure herself. ] I just.. don't want to be alone anymore..

[swordedpast]

[ He can't promise that. He can't promise anything like that, and for a moment it shows in his doubting eyes.

She needs him to promise it, though. And didn't he used to promise impossible things? He hates that kid who promised impossible things with a passion, but he can't escape him.

The swords vanish from his hands. ]

All right. I won't leave, so you don't have to be alone. I'll make you breakfast again, too.

[chainsawn]

[ It's like a weight falls off her. Sure, she still feel bad over Yuuto disappearing, but at least this promise means she won't be entirely alone. No matter what happens, she won't be all by herself, it won't be like that time anymore.. she won't have to fall back.

And just that hope, the feeling that she can at least cling to someone, is what gives her enough momentary strength to go on. She stands up, only now starting to feel the bruises and wounds. ]

Then.. I'll live. So I can eat your yummy breakfast..

[swordedpast]

[ He doesn't exactly smile. He's not quite there yet. But something softens a little in his expression. ]

That's fine. So, don't get any more monsters after you. That's a pain to deal with.